I love you to but that hurts

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Time past as as it was Christmas morning I was at my dads house we msg asking how each other's Christmas going. As time past I went home and he came over so we can give echo there are gifts I got him a heart with are first letter of are name in it as he got me a rose like the rose in the glass from beauty and the beast but he made it. With that the other gift he gave me was a boyfriend again.

Diary entry #10
It's Christmas it was bad being at my dads I left there early as I talked to luck. As I got home and he was done doing stuff he came over so we can give one another are gift. As we gave each other are gifs he shooed my mom out as she can walking in a few times but then gave us the privacy. As he started talking making me want to cry as he said he wanted the gift I made him to happen again and asked me out I said yes hugging and kissing him. My hart started betting fast as I felt so happy I was with him again.

As time past he came over again almost every day he could we would always snuggle and kiss each other then it came New Years it was awful telling him how your happy to finally have someone to kiss at midnight and him not seem happy at all.

Diary entry #11
It was finally New Years I was waring this pink dress saying got to start the new year fancy as he msg me that morning saying he not coming he was at his friends bobs and then he said he was coming over so my moms boo picked him up from bobs and brought him her my moms boyfriend said it seem like he was a little drunk but Idk. As the night went on he was always on his phone when I try to be happy and snuggle him he would push me off on to the floor it was sad. And when it came midnight he was like o ya and kissed me as I was happy I was also sad cuz it felt like he did not mean it at all with that he left to go back to bobs for the night. Even tho we said it was ok for him to stay the night.

About 2 days have past we have talked and then not but one night he waited till it was around 11:00 pm thinking I was a sleep to send me a msg that he was braking up with me it was sad but I understood his response as he did say brake witch I seen he still loves me but the problems in his life are crazy and he wants to get control of that. With that are Christmas brake was coming to a end and I was getting scared to see him at school in fear of me going to cry

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