I'm Not Okay (I Promise) [completed]

Chapter 3 • Regretful Decisions

Sqaishey's POV
"You don't deserve anything in life. Why are you here? You get gifted the things every girl dreams for, but you take advantage of it. Or do you try to hard in life? Well it doesn't matter. You should just kill yourself. Stampy meant the world to you but you've lost him to Amy anyway. Another thing you've done to yourself..."

"No! No! No! Shut up!" I screamed, jolting up out of my sleep.

I saw a note on my cabinet. From Stampy. It said:

You don't deserve my sympathy, but I accept that I was too harsh on you earlier. I'll be back at 5pm and I will speak face to face. To give you a chance to explain. See you then.
- Stampy

"No. You won't see me. I'll be gone. Long gone," I muttered to myself.

I grabbed some paper which was left on the cabinet and found a pen in my bag which was brought in to hospital with me. I wrote a note out...