Justin's P.O.V
"She likes Nick?" I muttered to myself.I have liked had feelings for her since the day we met.I have been giving her love letters pick up lines and other stuff a boy can do to get a woman's heart. But she never felt the same way?
I felt heartbroken, all of those stuff for nothing? The ferris wheel for nothing? All those stuff I had done........was for nothing?
I leaned my head against the wall and cried all the time. She should have told me she did not have feelings for me before, the more I get close to her, the more I love her.
I did not know what to feel, Sad? Mad? Should I just give up on her? Should I just let her go and be happy?
"Should I just stop?" I said to myself as I sat down,my head still leaning against the wall
All I can do now is think on how I should feel, I am sad cause I loved her so much, and it broke all of me, I feel angry cause all of this dates and places I took her were for nothing for her?
Now there was only one thing I am now feeling. PAIN the perfect word, I would not dare to hate her, I would......just ignore her and accept the fact that she does not have any feelings for me.Tomorrow I have to act as if nothing happened today and just, stop, I should stop chasing her, I should stop,
I should stop loving her
I went to bed and drifted off into a hard sleep,all I could think of was anger for Nick.
That bastard
The next morning I was eating breakfast with Selena.She took two chairs apart from me and started eating like we did not see each other.
When it was time to go we went to the car but this time I did not open the door for her, she did by herself,I prepared the engine and she did not even dare to look at me as she was just staring at the window,
As we were driving the traffic lights turned red "Mom said that dad was gone in my house, so by tonight I will be moving out back in my house,you dont have to help me in putting all my stuff in the house,Sofia will help me,and mom will drive me home, you could say goodbye to Tom for me" Selena said not even glancing a second at me. Her voice was sad, but why?
I looked back to see the lights green and drove off to school. As we were parked Selena opened her door and left without a single goodbye or anything.
So she hates me now? Well I still haven't hate her
As I was walking to my first class Olivia blocked me. "Hey there" She said
"Hey" I replied.
"So what have you thought about yesterday's favor?" She said as she put her hand on my chest
Yesterday I missed Math cause Olivia had a favor that if I dont date her, she would treaten Selena,which I said no to her cause I will protect her
Well if she lets me again
"I heard that Selena hates you, so why not go someone who is not a gold digger?" She says
"She is not a-" I said but was cut off
"Look,she hates you,I heard her said that to Sofia,she said it was wrong to live with you, that is why she is moving to her house again" She saidI know her, she would never say that.
"People change" I thought myself, but i did not believe her, even it if it was true,at least I tried not hating her with all I can. I took her hand off my chest and shook my head and left.
At math class, I keptnon staring at Selena,who was so focused in the lesson, she looked cute confused, but stressed out real bad.
But I removed my glance at her and turned to look at Nick who was behind her. Nick gave me a smiled and my hands clenched into a fist, Nick noticed it and quickly turned his gaze away from me.
I went to the library to read some books here and there.But I saw Nick talking to Selena,being an eavesdropper I eavesdrop on what they were talking about. Just math,
"I was wondering if you want to go and see the movies with me?" Said Nick
I already know she will say yes, but was wrong
"Sorry Nick as much as I want to,I can't cause I have someone very important to talk to" Selena says, Nick nodded and noticed Selena was approaching my side so I turned around to face the books and saw Selena looking at me.As I took out the book the title says Revenge as much as I want to read it.It was not like me to read those kind of novels so I put it back and past Selena who was just like a bookworm and took alot of books, I wanted to help her so bad but I remembered what she did to me. I am still heartbroken,I walked out of the library and went in my locker, as I open it I saw Selena's locker beside mine.I took a note and wrote something for her for the last time and slipped it under the holes there were kind of in.
I walled out of the locker room and went to the cafeteria, I saw Sofia sitting alone eating her food
Where is she?
I looked out at the window to see Selena sitting on a bench eating alone. I wanted to ask Sofia why but remembered what she said to me last night
"I like Nick"
Well,as much as I waa excited for our future. It was all gone.
All of those dreams are over now.
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