Best Friends

Chapter Twelve

Selena'a P.O.V

I didn't know what to do,I just stand there with wide eyes letting him kiss me and now my legs are aching real bad.I was lost in my mind,but then I snapped back to reality.

I tried pushing him away but his grip was really tight.Eventually,i had enough and pushed him away with all the force i have.

"Stop!" I yelled as I pushed him back. "I will never like you........never!" I yelled as i ran away from him.

What am I doing?

You know what...

I'd rather stay with my stupid,asshole dad than to be with that Bastard

I didn't even care about getting my stuff,I just  called a cab and forget everything that just happened.

Chill.

Chill.

Chill.

Chill Selena.

I took a deep breath once I was in front of my house.My body was shaking like crazy like I was drunk.

Without thinking,I barged in to see no one in the living room.

"Dad?!" I yelled at the whole house

I went upstairs but to see no one around.Even Anna.I wonder where she could be.I went back downstairs to the kitchen to drink water.I suddenly saw a note hanging on the refrigerator.

Your mom will come tomorrow,Anna is having a sleepover or a group study by some house,Your mom will pick her up.For me,I am out to find a job.I will come back by midnight
                          -Dad

I crumpled the note and threw it at the dust bin.Great,not only i'm passed off and heartbroken,i am alone.There was no one I can talk to.I mean for Sofia,I did not want to talk to her right now.Cause she would rather courage me to forgive Justin.

I will never forgive that bastard

But i really needed to talk to someone.So i called her amd told her to come over to tell her what happened. After a few minutes she came and she sat down the couch and I sat down beside her.

"Soo,how was it?" She said playfully,I smiled but looked away immediately.Apparently
Sofia noticed it

"Hey,did it go wrong?" She said as she looks at me with a concerned look.

"Well,I saw him making out with Olivia" I said not even bothering telling her about the kiss.

Sofia was mad,one wrong move of a boy to me,they are dead to Sofia. "That bastard!" She yelled as she stands up.

It's either I tell her he kissed me or let her kill Justin.

No serious,she was like a babysitter,a man who made one wrong move to me will be praying to God to make sure he does not get badly beaten up by Sofia.

Sofia standed up really pissed.She walked away and opened the door. "I you need me I will be at bastard's house and teach him a piece of his-" she said but was cut off by me

"He kissed me" I said not even glancing at her way cause I was starting to cry,but from the silence.I knew Sofia was shocked and she just stared at me.

"He-wha-wait-like" Sofia was struggling and closed the door and came sitting right next to me.When I looked at her eyes she was not pissed anymore,she felt like there was hope on fixing this out.

That she is wrong

"That means he stil-" Sofia said but I cut her off "I don't care!!! Remember the quote!? Actions speaks louder then words!!!" I yelled as i stand up. "He kissed you! That was an action!!" She snapped back at me.

I wiped the year falling from my cheek and spoke "Your right,it was not his fault it was mine.Yeah,i told him me that I like Nick cause I panicked if I haven't told him,this won't happen right? Is that what you are thinking? Well that kiss meant nothing to me.If he did truly loved me he wouldn't go make out with some girl" I said as i look at her with sadness in my eyes.It was true,if he did truly loved me he wouldn't have kissed Olivia.But I guess I was just a distraction.

Sofia struggled what to say.She knew I was right. "Okay,Sorry,I should have think more like a true friend,I will support your decisions no matter how bad it can get.Just to keep you in mind.You are a strong person,you will sort things out,please stop crying" Sofia said as she hugged me and I nodded.

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After the talk with Sofia I was really tired and jumped to bed once I was changed into my pajamas.I stared blankly at the ceiling thinking of the kiss.And It was my first kiss.I touched my lips with my fingers and completely thought about the kiss.

It felt....sweet,nice,lovely and all other nice words you can think of if you are describing your loved one.I suddenly blushed..

Why am I blushing?!

My blushing face quickly faded away and was replaced by a broken one.I was imagining the kiss he did with Olivia.

Ugh,is this the part where I have to delete any contacts from him?

I decided no too.Just in case,but if he tries to contact,call me,text me,come to me,I would ignore him.I now despise him.My sadness was still inside me but mostly,anger was the one feeling I felt right now.Women's heart maybe sensitive,but that does not mean we are weak,

From Weakness,you can find Strength,and from Strength,you can find SUCCESS,

I will not let
some boy ruin my life.If he thinks I will not move on,he is wrong.But I was still feeling sadness inside,I realized that just because you know them for years,it does not mean you really know them by heart.People change,lie and get hurt.

People may forgive,but they never forget.

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Ayyyyeee,what up,so if you are asking.Please do not be offended when I said Women's heart is sensitive.It was just a joke and I know us girls have strong,independent hearts.Not sensitive.We all have our rights,right? 😉