The Mix Feelings
- Author Eli
Hey guys , this is my first story na napublish ko after many unfinished
stories of mine , just call me Author Eli <3 (baka sabihin niyo
na secret author tapos “eli” wala pong kahit isang konecta sa pangalan
ko yan I really love that name )
ENJOY J
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Prologue~
A normal girl with a normal dream
with a normal smile and a normal
way feelings just disappear because
of a tragedy
yeah I’m just a Normal girl
but I learn to Love and I think that
this way I feel was still normal
even I forget it in the past
I learn the real meaning
of happiness and it’s another
of many normal thing.
I learn to smile that deeply came
from my heart, and in Love it is still
normal for everyone who feels the
same way
But after all the Good and
Normal things I’ve feel and I’ve
been through I asked myself
“Is this Normal for me to feel like
this way? “
I hate the pain I’m experiencing
right now
I hate the way you look
at me tells me that you don’t need me
anymore
I hate the way you smile laugh
and be happy while I’m suffering like hell
“do you think this Is also a normal stuff ?”
I’m doing diff things just to make
myself happy again in a NORMAL way
I’m trying to be a Normal girl again but
every time I think about you my I can’t
define what’s my heart is trying to tell me
Am I happy? Am I hurting again?
Am I sad? Am I falling again? Am I afraid?
Am I a Mental retarded girl now?
UURRGGHHH THE MIX FEELINGS always
bothering me like an hell ass -_- .