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Maya's POV

I come home from school and go straight to my room. I pick up a picture frame and stare at it. I begin to tear up when I look at my sister's face. I out it down before I could get too emotional. I wish I could get her back.

I wish she never got cancer. It was a burden to our family and the biggest loss I have ever had to experience. Mom comes upstairs and looks at me. She asks if I'm ok and I just nod because I am not ok, but I don't want to say that.

As I calm down, I start to do my homework. I only have to do have because I have so much anxiety and such a hard time. My teachers try to make my life easy. I appreciate it, even though it doesn't help much.

When I finish my homework, I go straight to my laptop and pull up a Colleen Ballinger video. She always makes me laugh and feel better. When I watch her videos, I start to forget how fucked up my life is.

Mom checks on me, even though she knows how I am feeling. She calls me for dinner...

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I know this chapter isn't very detailed and doesn't have much to do with Colleen, but I needed to start somewhere. Tell me if you like it in the comments. I hope you like this story. 😀

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