Therapy [poetry collection]

Questions

Questions filled my mind
As my heart went blind
Questions that I should've asked you
A long time ago
I longed to forget these questions running in my mind
Every time I am alone in my home
So here I am asking them
To someone who doesn't even care

What do you think happens to a heart when it is forgotten
Does it shatter or does it stand still
How long does it take to change its color to blue
Does it just crumble or does it also burn
How long does it search for someone who can take care of it
When it crumbles into dust

How did the last day of love kissed you goodbye
As you wept in your own arms
How did it feel when bees left and took the honey with them
As they go pollenate another flower
Who could bring them sweeter honey
for them to consume for years

How are the butterflies in your stomach when I left you
Are the still alive
Or they passed away
As soon as I walked away

Do you think that I could still be thinking about you
The moment the bees stinged my heart

Do you still love me