October 27
Pickles...
Motorcycle...
Rafaels...
And I thought you are a blur.
I was shock when the first thing that came into my mind
Is that
You look so damn good.
I feel the urge to stare at your eyes and get lost but
I couldn't because those eyes belonged to someone already.
It's not mine to begin with.
Those eyes were meant to be hers and not mine.
I wish she'd comeback sooner.
She'd comeback this year or next year.
And I would tell myself that it's alright. I didn't lose anything. Only my heart.
I lose my heart in someone who made me a chapter of his life.