My One And Only Desire (Zouis)

Chapter 4

Louis's P.O.V.

After the weekend at Niall's we all decided to head back to our houses to finish our break with are families, except me. I would have loved to have visit me family its just that me mum had paid for a trip on the week of are break but I blame myself because I didn't tell anyone that I was coming home for a few weeks because I wanted it to be a surprise and when me mum found out she wanted to return the tickets but I told her not to and that she should go and have a good time and that I'll be back soon because its not very often when me mum gets to go on a vacation with just her and my dad and I really do think they both deserve it. As I sit in my bed room doing absolutely nothing, I then decide to check out my twitter even though my therapist tells me not to and as I go though tweets from are little directioners I then stare at one that says

@Louis_Tomlinson Loubear is the Larry or Zouis feels real or not the fandom needs to know!!!!

and I can't help but smile at that comment and started thinking 'If only you guys knew if only'. I continued scrolling down go past all of the 'follow request' and the all of the fangirling until I come across a hate tweet that made me want to curl up into fetal position and cry.

@Louis_Tomlinson uugghh how can society even stand you and your ugly ass. Your nothing but a disgusting fag that makes me want to puke. Like I wonder if the other guys feel uncomfortable being around you. like ugh!! And one more thing...how does it feel to be alone you faggot?

[Play song here]

Even though the fans where sassing this person to a point of no return I still feel nasty like what if when me and Zayn come out the guys do feel..... uncomfortable around us...around me and I sit there and cry...Alone.

Zayn's P.O.V.

As I was on my way to me mums flat to visit her and the girls I decided to make a quick stop at Lou's before I go. Before I arrive at his place I think 'The hell Malik be a gentleman and get him flowers' and stopped and picked up a bouquet of violet red roses and smiled at them knowing that they'll make Loubear happy. As I pull up at his house I walk too the door and before I knock I hear someone crying and then I put my ear on the door and hear the sobs getting louder and get scared and barge into his house. "Lou!" I start to yell looking into the rooms of the house "Lou!!!" I yell louder until I reach his bed room. "Louis what happened?! Are you okay?!" I start to ask. "Zayn? what...what are you doing here your supposed to be with your family?" he said "Don't worry about me. All that matters right now is what happened." I said trying to get him to open up "Well...um..." he said wiping away the tears. As I look at his phone on the bed I glare back at him "Lou what did the therapist say." I demanded him to repeat "To stay off of any social network...but Zayn it just got so lonely that I-" he said "But nothing Lou. Stop torturing yourself by reading what those low life sons of bitches say Lou because their not worth our time okay." I said cupping his face while wiping his tears away with my thumb's. "Alright thanks Zayn...I'm okay now." [Stop song here or continue on listening i dont care] he said trying to stand up "No Lou your not and that's why I'm going to stay the night here...got it." I said try to be demanding. "Hey mum" I said "Hello Zaynie how are? you you know the girls are excited to see you." she said sounding as cheerful as ever "Yeah mum I know but mum..." I said trailing off "yes love?" she asked "I won't be able to come tonight..but I promise I'll be their bright and early and hopefully just in time for breakfast." I say making her laugh "Alright but baby where might you be staying tonight?" she asked "At Lou's flat mum." I said "Alright love just ring me in the morning when your near okay." she said in a sweet voice "alright mum will do." I said hanging up.

After Lou was calmed down I ended up ordering take out and thought 'here's your chance Malik make your move and make this evening romantic' So I put the flowers in a vase, find a couple of candles and light them, and set the table for just the two of us. "Louis" I sing in a little song type of way outside his door to get his attention "Yeah Zayn?" he says on the other side "Come on let's eat the foods here." I said causing me to chuckle a bit. As Louis steps out the door I go for his hand and all it feels like is as though a rush of electricity went through my arm which make me smirk at Lou to get him to blush. As we get to the dining room he is staring at my set up in awe struck which makes his eyes gleam. "You...you..did all this for...me?" he asked "No I did it for Us." I said turning to face him to kiss him and as we kiss it feels as though its been forever since we kissed and as though everything in the world is so unreal but this...this right here feels so right and I don't want anyone to ruin this. Not now, Not here, Not ever.

Hello their me nuggets so like please dont hate me for coming up with the hate tweet :( but how bout that fluff and my little wankers don't worry some smut is coming up soon I swear!!;) so please ~Read~♥~Vote~♥~Comment~

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