Adopted by Magcon

Ch. 15: The First Night Pt 2

Recap: We started enjoying our time until a question has been asked by Carter for me, i didn't want it to be asked but he did anyway, it freaked me out, it was...

"How did you become an orphan? Of course before Cameron came" he asked

I panicked, I try my best not to freak out about what happened in my past because it still haunts me today, i dream about it almost every night. You'd probably think "how come aren't you used to that dream?" well it's because it feels so real as if i'm actually there

Remembering that moment, that scene made me tear up, everyone started to look at me differently, i didn't know if that was the look where they were judging me or they were feeling bad for me, but i stopped caring about what other people think about me

"well, uh..." i said, those were the only things i got out from my mouth, I felt someone touching my knee and rubbing it, i turn to see Hayes smiling at me weakly which made me smile as well

"I was 3 when it all happened, my mom, dad and i were in the car, my mom was the one driving. They were discussing something, i couldn't remember, but i remembered yelling and fighting while we were on the road. Mom wasn't looking straight, she was so angry she only focused on my dad. I..." I stopped 

I felt... scared talking about this, so i took a deep breath and continued

"I... stood up and controlled the steering wheel myself" I said, then i looked at everyone and some were tearing up, the rest looked really hurt

"So, i controlled it and... i hit another car and we all got into an accident" I started crying, flashbacks were coming back, there was a flashback of us getting hit and it made me cry a lot

I couldn't contain myself from not crying so i just continued crying

"I woke up in a hospital bed, i felt... scared and... cold, very cold. I remember the room being very dark and... sad, i guess you could say" i continued

"There was a doctor there telling me to see my mom, she was really sweet she helped me get up, i followed her to the room and i saw my mom... sleeping... i saw dad acting really normal and not caring about his own wife, i started yelling, because..." i wiped a few tears in my eyes

"Because i blamed myself for the accident, and i still do" I then broke down, i was brought into a hug by Hayes, then everyone decided to hug me as well

It felt safe, that was the first time I felt safe with people i trust. I never felt that safe, it's been 13 years since i felt that safe

Everyone then stopped hugging me and went back into their places signaling me to continue the story, which made me stop crying for a bit

"So, i lived with my alcoholic dad for 5 years, our neighbors were looking through their windows and saw him physically abusing me with a bottle, before i blacked out i heard police officers and i felt someone carrying me" i then stopped

"So, here's my round of truth" i said

I looked at everyone at then looked down feeling a bit ashamed of myself for talking about it

"There are 3 things we should teach you after hearing your past story" I heard a voice from my left which turned out to be Hayes

"1: We will never hurt you like what you're father did"

Silence

"2: This wasn't your fault at all, there's no need to blame yourself for something you didn't do wrong"

Silence

"And 3:... We all love you so much, we care about you, and we need you in our lives" he said making me smile

"Thanks Hayes" I said then went in for a hug

"I'm sorry about this whole scenario that just happened but i'm getting really tired so i'm going to bed, goodnight everyone" I said as i hugged everyone individually

Once I reached Carter he whispered in my ear that he's sorry, and he shouldn't have asked about my past story

"It actually feels nice talking about this to people i now trust" I whispered back

"Goodnight everyone" I said

"Goodnight Lillz, sweet dreams" they all replied

I walked to the door then stopped, i had something else to say

"Thank you guys so much for giving me a chance to live a new life and start a new chapter, without you guys, i wouldn't feel happy and loved, i feel honored to be a member of this family, Dad, I'm blessed to be called a member of Dallas" I said with a smile then left the room

Cameron's POV:

  "Thank you guys so much for giving me a chance to live a new life and start a new chapter, without you guys, i wouldn't feel happy and loved, i feel honored to be a member of this family, Dad, I'm blessed to be called a member of Dallas" she said with a smile then left the room

I look at everyone with tears in my eyes, she's honored and blessed to be a part of this and that made me so happy and so proud of myself, i'm so blessed to have her as a daughter

"You were right about adopting her, Cam" I heard Shawn saying

"We love her with all our hearts" the rest said

I look at Hayes who seems really upset, it made me kind of confused why

"What's wrong Hayes?" I asked

"I need to save her" he mumbled

"Dude, i know you want to help her out, we all do, but this isn't really the best time to ask her about her life problems" i replied

"She's in so much pain, she is begging and crying for help, i can see that in her eyes!" he yelled

"Okay, first of all, don't yell, you'll wake the whole hotel up, second of all, i know you're upset and i know you want to be there for her and i appreciate that and she does she. But, she's in a time in her life where she can't deal with that, so we need to be patient. I don't want to see you asking her about her life problems. When she's ready to talk about it and when she's ready to ask for help, she'll ask, okay?" I replied

"Alright, but i need to be a part of this helping process, after all she's my girlfriend" he replied calmly

"Yes that's true, but she's my daughter, and i'm willing to do anything for her, but it takes time and patience, okay?" I said

"Okay" he replied yawning

"I think everyone should get ready for bed" I said

I go through the hallway into my bedroom and start getting ready for bed, once i was done i layed my head on the pillow and thought...

Shawn's right... i was right adopting her as my own

Thank you God for this amazing child and an amazing new family

Lilly's POV:

Thank you God for this amazing father and an amazing new family

A/N: Thank you so much for enjoying my story, i love you guys so much, you have no idea!

Byee

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