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~45: Virgil's Secret~

Holy SHIT, A THOMAS SANDERS ONE (I've been waitiNG FOR THIS)
I may do 2 in a day bc I'm emptying mah notepad and clearing storAGE

  Prince discovered something new today.

Anxiety loves it when you play with his hair.

Which came as a bit of a shock to Prince, seeing how the other man is very close minded about people touching him. For the first week or so the two started dating, he would only let him touch his hand. He wasn't comfortable with him touching anywhere else on his body, Prince found that out the hard way.

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One day, as a romantic gesture, Prince decided that he would try to sneak up behind his dark-spirited boyfriend, planning on wrapping his arms around him and hugging him tightly. Like the cute, romantic thing they do in movies and stories.

However that plan backfired. Anxiety was standing in the kitchen, speaking to Logic, when Prince decided to 'strike'...that resulted in Anxiety freaking out and accidentally punching him in the face. Prince ended up with a pretty bad nosebleed, and they sat on the for about an hour, Anxiety helping Prince out with his problem and apologizing many, many times.

That's another thing too, Anxiety is a very emotional person. He may seem like a really cold-hearted and tough person, but he really wasn't. He hated (especially his Princey) and if for some reason he did manage to hurt someone, purposely or accidentally. He would never live it down. He'd feel guilty for weeks, which of course, meant him missing meals and not getting enough sleep. Although, he barely got any sleep anyways with all the stress in his life.

Anxiety is a big part of Thomas's life. Despite what people may think, Anxiety actually helps Thomas out in a lot of different ways. He doesn't just exist to make Thomas feel insecure and scared, or make him not want to be productive and lose motivation to do simple things. He assists Thomas in all of his social situations, (in Thomas' head of course) making sure that he doesn't say the wrong thing or do something that could seriously affect his reputation.

Thomas had a lot of fans and Anxiety had to make sure that it stayed that way. Which can surprisingly be very stressful.

The reason Anxiety doesn't like people touching him or getting too close to him is basically just because he's insecure. He's afraid what people with think about him if he lets them in. He's afraid he'll screw everything up, he's in a constant state of worry and self hate.

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That must be why Prince is so surprised right now, although he doesn't say anything about it. Knowing that if he did, Anxiety would get all flustered and probably make him stop. He's surprised he hasn't told him to stop already, usually Anxiety was pretty straight forward and assertive.

Yet there the two men were, sitting on Prince's large, comfortable bed. Watching some Disney movie that Anxiety hasn't seen, and that Prince (of course) has seen many, many times before.

Although Prince was having a hard time focusing on the movie right now.

He was sitting at the front of his bed, his back resting against the cold wall, and legs spread, across the thick, white duvet. Anxiety, was positioned between his legs, legs crossed and elbows resting on his knees, his hands holding up his head so he could . His back was pressed up against Prince's chest as Prince gently ran his fingers through the other man's hair.

Prince didn't want to say anything. Anxiety seemed so into the moment (and the film), he was afraid that if he said anything, Anxiety would snap back to reality and realize what was happening. Prince definitely didn't want that to happen. Besides, he was rather content just sitting in silence like this. Without Anxiety complaining it was rather relaxing.