Joshifer : Revealed

Chapter 4

*2 weeks later*

I haven't spoken to Josh since the park incident. I mean of course he tried talking to me but I felt too embarrassed to reply. It's not his fault of course. he's probably so confused right now.

I tried going to a few parties and get over him. There were a few hot boys there and stuff but it really wasn't the same. lots of the boys were hotter than Josh but they just weren't him.

There's something about josh that makes him different from the rest, and better.

It's so awkward though because I don't know if we're friendzoned or not.

The worst part is I can't even talk to my friends about this because to be honest, I don't even know my feelings myself. it's obvious I like Josh because when he's not there, I'm bored. But I don't want to like Josh. how can I? We've been best friends for so long yet I still see him as more. How is that even possible?

Argh, anyway. I pulled out my laptop and heard a knock on the door. I was hesitant to answer because I was home alone and I'm always scared of these things.

As I slowing pulled the front door open I noticed a familiar figure, very familiar. Josh.

"What are you doing here?" I asked.

He just walked straight in without an answer and walked through my hallway. We stopped in the corridor between my room, spare room and bathroom.

"Why haven't you been answering my texts?" He questioned

"Uh..I didn't really-"

He cut me off mid sentence "I'm just going to go ahead and say it Jen. There's something between us ok. you know it, I know it. we are more than friends but neither of us want to accept it"

There was a silence for a while. I knew he was right.

"What about Claudia?" I remembered

"Jen, Claudia doesn't even come close to your standard"

I blushed and looked down hoping he somehow wouldn't notice. I felt his finger underneath my chin, he lifted my head up so that we were facing each other.

We stared into each other's eyes for a moment. Then I saw his eyes drift to my lips and I couldn't help but notice his as well.

He slowly leaned towards me but I turned away.

I took a deep breath , "I don't want to be hurt again Josh"

He leaned closer, our faces now only a mere centimetre apart. He whispered "I would never hurt you".

That was all I needed to hear. He leaned in and we kissed. He wrapped his arms around my waist and I held his face in my hands. It was perfect.

I stopped and smiled. Josh looked directly into my eyes and said "I've wanted to do that for a long time".

I was going to say it back but instead I just slowly and romantically kissed him again.

A/N HEY GUYS I KNOW I HAVENT UPDATED IN A WHILE BUT I HAVE EXAMS RN AND IT SUCKS BUT THANK YOU FOR NEARLY 400 READS! PLEASE KEEP READING AND VOTING AND TELLING FRIENDS OR WHATEVER!! SORRY THIS CHAPTER IS SHORT N STUFF BUT GOOD STORY LINE COMING UP WHEN I HAVE TIME. THANKS