Joshifer : Revealed

Chapter 7

JENS POV

Feelings suck.

It's so annoying because it's been a week now and I still can't forget about josh. I've tried. believe me, I've tried. However somehow I just can't.

I'm going to the beach today with my friend Layla. Hopefully she'll take my mind off of things.

I threw on a baby pink triangl bikini with a white kimono and beach shorts and headed to the beach to meet Layla.

When I was parking my range rover in the sandy car park I was already feeling emotional; it was the beach that me and josh went to the same day we broke up.

I took a deep breathe and wiped my eyes with the corner of my kimono sleeve being careful not to smudge my little amount of mascara.

I hopped out the car and ran over to Layla. She looked beautiful, she always looks amazing. When I got to her she gave me a warm embrace and I felt so at ease. I knew today was going to be good.

Layla and I went surfboarding, swimming and sunbathing. It was so much fun. We played around with a Polaroid camera too and the photos looked so cool!

At the end of the day we were both so exhausted that we thought it would be a good way to end the day with a nice Starbucks.

It was a short walk to Starbucks but lovely at the same time. However it wasn't very exciting and nothing we going on. The silence just enough to make me think about josh again.

"I know you're not over him Jen" said Layla.

"Is it that obvious?" I mumbled

"Yes but it's normal to feel this way", she paused, "are you still speaking to him?"

"Well we've spoken here and there and he's told me about how he never wanted to break up with me and how he just had to do it for the sake of our careers blah blah blah..."

"Do u believe a word of it?" Layla questioned

"Well normally I don't, but I don't know, this time I feel like I should give him another chance"

"I think that you should go with your heart".

Go with your heart? what does she mean? how can I go with my heart when even my heart doesn't know what I want. It's my head that's telling me to take josh back again and I think I'm going to go with it seeing as my hearts not speaking to me.

I glance into Laylas eyes a give her a fake smile. I see the sign for Starbucks and it gives me a perfect reason to change topic. I'm never one to like to talk about my emotions.

I reach the Starbucks door and pull it open, finding something I really didn't expect or want to see.

AUTHORS NOTE

HEY GUYS I FINALLY UPDATED!! Basically I break up for summer in 3 days so I'm getting no homework at the moment, I'm gonna start writing every night then saving them in my drafts. Hopefully there will be updates on this story twice or if not then once a week.

So yeah lots to look forward too and sorry for ending on a cliff hanger!!

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