I'm left all alone|| Monsta X /// Changki {1}

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Kihyun pov

Morning came and i woke the guys up. I was standing right outside my room door and opened my door slowly so it wouldn't make any noise. I was shocked to see Changkyun shirtless with just a towel covering his below. He was wiping his hair trying to look for clothes to wear to school. "Very hot" i whispered and he looked at the door. I hid behind the door and prayed that he wouldn't go out here.

I guess my prayer didn't work. He walked out with a towel slinged over his neck, showing his perfectly cut chocolate abs. "Kihyun?" he looked at me obviously shocked. "Err hIIi?" my voice fucking cracked at that moment. Great job Kihyun. He chuckled and looked down at my tomato coloured face. "You seem like you love the view just now" and i could feel him smirk.

"Wow you don't sound like the Changkyun i use to know. Is I.M taking over his body right now?" i sarcastically said. "Nope. Still the same old Changkyun. By the way, what are you doing here?" he asked crossing his arms. "Uhm i wanted to wake you up but since you're already awake then i'm off to shower." i said and was about to walk away when he grabbed my hands.

"Show me yours later on. So it's a win-win situation" he said letting go of me and winked at me. I blushed real red and i'm literally melting right now. "U-uh o-ok" i stuttered. 'What the fuck was that answer Kihyun?!' i mentally face palmed myself and ran to the bathroom. After taking a shower, i put on the towel on my waist and walked out of the bathroom. First thing i saw was Changkyun right in front of me.

"Perfect" he simply said and licked his lips. "T-that was s-sexy" i tried to speak and was avoiding his eyes. "Heh cute" he said and went near my ears. "You actually look hot like this" he whispered into my ears like some kind of porn. I was star struck. I couldn't even mutter a single word. The shy guy that i'm in love felt so different and i feel like dying.

He walked away and i could finally breathe. I quickly went to my room and started to pick out some clothes to wear. I started styling my hair and checked myself out in the mirror. I went out to see Wonho, Hyungwon and Minhyuk day dreaming. It looks like they just woke up. "I gotta go guys i'm late for school" i said and grabbed an apple while the three of them showed me an okay sign with their eyes closed. I chuckled and went out to find my shoes.

I was tying my shoe laces when i saw another pair of shoes standing in front of me. I looked up to see Changkyun staring down at me. "Yah can you more faster a bit. We're late" he said tapping his feet. "Geez can you wait" i said and finished tying my other shoe lace. He walked first while i walked behind him. It was a silent walk but it wasn't awkward at all and i love it.

We finally reached the bus stop when he suddenly took out a box of cigarettes. "Wait? Since when you smoke?" i asked. "You still don't know a lot of me do you?" he said and light up one of the cigarette. "You know i hate it when you smoke, but you probably have a reason behind it because i know you're not that type of person who will smoke without a reason" i said and he puffed the smoke out. "Thanks for understanding"

"I started smoking ever since my mom passed away. I had too much too handle at a young age so smoking is the only thing that could make me calm" he said puffing again and i nodded at his story. I took his hands and he was surprised at first, but soon let me hold his hands. The bus finally came and he finished his second cigarette on time. We went in the bus and sat at the back.

He sat beside me and popped in his earpiece and i did the same thing. We listened to our songs during the 2 hour bus ride. After about 2 hours, i woke up. We missed the school by 4 stops and it's about 20 km away. I woke Changkyun up and he rubbed his eyes. "We missed the stop!" i shouted and his eyes were wide open. "Fuck" he cursed. We press the button indicating that the bus should stop so we could go down.

We ran our ass out to school and finally reached there about 15 minutes. We were soaking wet with our sweat. "Lesson learned. Don't sleep in the bus if you're late for school" Changkyun said and i laughed. We got into our class in time and so did he. School= Seven Crappy Hours Of Our Lifes, wasted just like that. I went out of my classroom and quickly waited outside his classroom.

The teacher went out and smiled at me and i bowed. "Yah Changkyun do your job properly" "Don't you know how to clean idiot?" "You're messing this place up!"

I couldn't stand Changkyun being pushed like that, i got in the class and threw my book at the back of Jaeseok's head. "Yah! If he didn't do a good job, then do it yourself you fucking idiot! Don't you dare disrespect him like that. You want to go to him, go through me first" i said and stood in front of the trembling boy. "Okay then. Game on" and he smirked pulling his sleeves higher.

I just want you to be safe.