Diary Of A Self Cutter

Giving up (Rant)

(Rant) may 5, 2014

Maybe the end is near for me. I have nothing left to give.

I've lost everything and hurt so many people along the way, maybe....maybe I just belong dead.

I just lost the only friend I ever had that actually cared about me.

I'm falling apart and stressing out over everything in my life.

I feel so more alone than I ever felt in years and I can't stop crying.

I can't stop the thoughts or the cutting anymore. Who am I kidding I deserve anything and everything bad that's happening to me right now.