Why is it,
That,
When I'm hurting.
Hurting so badly,
No one cares?
But when others need a shoulder,
I'm first they run to?
It hurts,
I need people too.
But I get pushed to the side.
Sidelines,
Sidelines watching everyone else be happy,
While I need that help.
Does anyone care?
Nope,
I'm left alone.
Alone,
In this darkness,
Pain running through my veins.
Looking for a cure,
Cure me of my depression.
And when I find that fix,
Fix it up nice and tight,
I abuse it.
Use it so often,
Just to forget.
Forget about you,
Forget about life,
Forget about my pain.
Pain that runs into my soul,
Who knows where it'll go.
Flowing like a river,
River so strong.
I just need help.
Help come find me,
But it never will.
I will always be left alone.
Why do bad things happen,
Happen to me?
Things,
Words running through my head,
Videos that on an infinite repeat.
Repeat the good and bad,
The bad most often.
See my scars,
Scars from a different time,
But yet,
Yet a time like this.
Die,
Die alone,
Maybe that's what's meant to happen.
Happen to anyone else?
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Silently Behind Mirrors ©
PoesíaPain, Lust, Love, Hatred, Fear. Something everyone has in common. In this collection of poems, you will find how I view the world. And you may find a voice of your own. . . We are all hiding Silently Behind Mirrors. Read with safety as this book doe...
