Hey guys I need to get serious for a minute and if you dont want to read this, you dont have to but for those of you who do want to read then im gonna tell you something, I am struggling with depression. I've been having suicidal thoughts and cutting recently and tonight I finally told my parents and it turned into a life lesson. It wasn't even a life lesson about how I should love myself or that it will all get better eventually. Nope, they basically just told me that they love me and that this was a cowardly thing to do and if I committed suicide that I would go to hell. They told me for the millionth time that I have parents who love me and care for me and that there is no reason for me to be thinking this way. Somehow everything they said just made me feel worse but at the end of the talk I just put on a fake smile and told them they should get to bed. I dont just need help anymore guys, I want help. So please, help me...
