The Good The Bad And The Dirty

12

It's been a few weeks since Brendon has came back and I honestly feel a lot more relaxed. He helps a lot does everything that chris doesn't. In other words he does everything but bring me what I'm craving...except when chris isn't around Brendon basically does everything now. I'm kind of starting to feel bad because I'm very whiny. I sighed and sat up. I can go get myself something to drink.
"Babe what are you doing up?" Brendon asked softly.
"Going to get something to drink." I said.
"I can do that for you, you need all the rest you can get." He said.
"No I can do it." I said.
"Babe I'm serious sit down." He said.
"No brendon! I can do it Okay! Just let me do it!" I said and started tearing up. Damn mood swings.
"Baby why are you crying?" He asked me.
"Because you do everything for me while I sit around and I feel bad okay. I feel bad because you and Chris and josh you all do it all for me and I sit on my ass and watch you guys." I told him.
"Tyler we aren't worried about that I enjoy bringing you the things you need and taking care of you okay and Chris brings you donuts and ice cream and he leaves pickles and chocolate in the fridge I never have to go to the store because josh tells chris the things he thinks you'd like and they bring new stuff weekly. I just go downstairs they bring it from the store everyday after school. You're okay." Brendon said.
"They spend their money on me." I said and started crying.
"Not like we don't choose to, why is my little pregnant Tyler crying brendon I'll stomp you." Chris said walking in.
"He's moody." He explained.
Chris walked over and hugged me. "Don't worry Tyler. We want to help okay. Plus what kind of god father would I be if I didn't." Chris said. (Okay but seriously don't criticize me on this I think chris is a sweetheart)
"I-you wanna be my baby's god father..?" I asked.
"Well yeah why not. He or she is gonna need someone there to put a little goth in them." He said.
I laughed softly and wiped my tears away. "You're right. I'm sorry. Thank you guys for taking care of me." I said and sat down.
"Anytime shrimp now how does ice cream and Netflix sound?" He asked.
I sat on my bed while the three others got the room set up. Two bean bag chairs on the floor next to my bed and blankets in case chris and josh fell asleep.
Chris made popcorn and brought up ice cream and of course the donuts he always brings me that are like little bats with vanilla filling. They taste amazing too.
Brendon dimmed the lights and josh set up Netflix and we sat watching stranger things and supernatural until it was dark and the tall goth boy and his small boyfriend were asleep with bean bags underneath them and Brendon and I asleep in my bed. I liked my life this way. My friends, brendon, my baby coming soon. It was all okay this way.

________________________ I apologize about not really updating a lot lately I have just had a lot going on in my shitty life but ya know it's okay I'm still here and I'm dealing with it. Also I have so many more ideas so many that I have them in my notes on my phone so I won't forget about them 😂 also I'm part of multiple fandoms I'm not just a TØP freak so yeahhhh there's gonna be a few different ships but believe me there are many more stories to come if you read my other ones. Okay thanks enjoy your reading 😂🖤 and have a good Halloween. Keep your black cats indoors cause assholes think it's okay to kill them on Halloween.