He said that he'll be here for when I feel like doing it again
But...
What if he's not
What if he's doing something else
I could get the urge to do it when I wake up at night
What if he's not there and I do it
I don't want to break the promise
But I might...
I want to do it again...
I have two blades but no way to get them...
If I had them out I can go to the bathroom...
In the stall...
Drawing silver...
Opening skin...
Bleeding red...
It will be so comforting
Watching the red come up from underneath...
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I Just Don't Know Anymore
RandomPeople may know how I'm feeling but it feels like the ones I know don't understand. This with be me rambling and just putting random things that get to me. But really...... I just don't know anymore
