i thought i was over you. i thought i could handle it. i guess it really is so much easier to be able to say youve moved on and are over a person when theyre not there. but try doing it while youre looking at them, seeing them for the first time in awhile. ill admit, at first i get really angry. i get angered that you left me and especially when you left me in that horrible situation where i never felt safe except when i was with you. and you knew that, dont even try to tell me you didnt. after i let you in, you just left me all alone. you were gone. now youre back in my life just not the way i wanted you to be in. i never forgot the sound of your voice but god dammit how i didnt recall how when i heard your voice i go back to the time when we were happy. how, when you touched me, i realized that everything i ever wanted was right there in front of me. and now our eyes just lingre from affar and were just strangers with distant memories... except for me its nowhere near distant. its been years and it feels like it couldve been just last week.
YOU ARE READING
you are in love (part 4)
Romancethings i write about my feelings (other parts on my old account @oliviaroselover)
