High school struggles (Keith x Reader || high school AU) {sadly Discontinued}

Jealousy~ 5

~Your POV~

I suddenly shot up from my bed causing myself to fall face first onto the floor.. 'ughhh shit that hurt' I slowly sat up and looked around for a random outfit to wear, cause I didn't care. (This outfit)

After I got changed I grabbed my backpack and jumped down the stair, to be completely honest my nose still hurts but I'm sure Keith didn't mean to hit me in the face with a football... I hope at least.
I walked over to my front door and opened it and walked out closing it behind me, then I start walking towards the school gripping onto the strap of my backpack tighter, I enter the front gate to see the group standing at the entrance of the school looking at someone.. Keith!
I walked towards the group, "hey guys what's up" I say only to be shushed by Lance.. ugh rude!.. "what are we staring at?" I said confused yet curious, shiro turns towards me "apparently Keith's got a girlfriend, and were trying to see if it's true" as soon as he said that.. my.. my heart sank, I don't know why.. "oh.. Ok" I reply, then Keith came walking out of the entrance with a girl around his arm.
"YES! I knew it! Pidge you owe my 10 bucks!" Lance said smirking towards Pidge, she sighed and handed him the money then crossed her arms and pouted, that moment of seeing, Keith and that.. that girl! Gave me a warm yet painful pain in my chest.. was I jealous? NO! I can be.. I was snapped out of my thoughts but Pidge shaking my arm, "(Y/N) are you ok, your crying" she said wiping a tear from my cheek, I quickly wipe and rub my face "I'm fine" I say giving a face smile, Pidge slowly nodded.. shit what's happening.. is this Jealousy?.. I think so..

~Time skippp~

After first period I headed to English.. ugh fuck english.. I walked down the hallway towards English seeing Keith and a red haired girl.. I think kissing.. I felt my heart shatter, I didn't realise that I was looking but as the girl gave way for air she spotted me and gave me a deadly death stare.. shit bitch much?
I ignored the whole thing as best as I could but.. it wouldn't leave me, I walked into English sitting in the middle row.. I pulled out my books, for the first time in forever... the teacher looked at me with shock, then the class continued..

~lunch bell rings~

I grabbed my books and headed outside to find the group, I felt like I needed to hit something.. or at least DO something to feel better, I spotted the group.. but 2 more people were there as well, fuckkkk, I casually walked over towards the group, I put on a fake smile and sat at the table next to Pidge and shiro.
There was a lot of chatter amongst our little group.. but most of it wasn't from me, I sat my bag on the ground and placed my phone on the table along with my head in the palm of my hand, I was lost in thought.. I just wanted to hit something.. Then I broke, I hit my hands on the table and quickly stood up grabbing my bag and sprinting to the bathroom.

~Pidges POV~

(Y/N) sat next to me and shiro at the table.. she seemed off I mean she cried this morning, all the group continued to chat and talk about life and shit.. then shiro brought up how Keith got a girlfriend.. a little into the conversation, out of nowhere (Y/N) slapped her hands on the table causing everyone to shift a little, she quickly stood up, pulling her hands away from the table.. she grabbed her backpack and sprinted towards the bathrooms.. everyone went silent, "I'm going to go she if she's ok" I say standing up and heading towards the bathrooms.. hearing loud thuds and bumps. At this momentum freaked.

~your POV~

I ran into the bathroom, hoping no one was in there and thank god there was no one, I dropped my bag and leant up against the sink looking into the mirror, my face was red.. with anger and from tears.. I've never really.. experienced feeling like this so I guess it's just hitting me REALLY hard.. I slightly stand up, I turn and punch the wall leaving a red fist with slight scraps.. I fell to the floor and brought my knees up to my chest, leaning my fucked up arm over my left knee and putting my head in the palm of my other hand.. then Pidge came running in and stopped as soon as she saw me, I slightly look up and then quickly turn away, she sit beside me "(Y/N).. what's up.. you seem really off" she said sweetly yet seriously, I stare at the floor "I-I think I m-might Be.." I was cut off by Pidge saying "jealous" I nod at her response, then she pulls me into a tight hug "it's ok.. let's get back out there.." she says helping me up, I take a quick look at my fist.. fuck it.. I grab my bag and walk out with Pidge.. thank god my face looked normal and not like I just witnessed a murder.
Me and Pidge walk outside and she heads towards the group.. I stood there for a little but soon after followed her towards them.. shiro was first to notice that Pidge was back.. he gave her a sweet smile then his eyes landed on me, I gave a light smiles before sitting where I was before.. they looked at me.. I froze and looked away, placing my hands on the table completely forgetting my scraped fist, I felt a small tug on my injured hand, it was Pidge "ow fuck, do you mind" I snapped, she looked at me with shock.. they all did, then she let go, "Pidge.. I-I'm sorry" then everything went silent.

Dead silent.

~last class bell rings~

We headed off to class, fuck we all have gym.. I got to the gym, I didn't get changed, I didn't participate, I didn't even move from my seat.. gym was literally a bunch of kids running around and getting sweaty, I noticed Keith and his girlfriend stare at me a few times, I didn't care.. stare at me all you like.. you know pictures last longer.. I decided to stand up and walk towards the bathrooms but out of nowhere, I feel a hard pain in the back of my head.. I was hit by a basketball, I quickly turn around to see that bitch red head laughing.
Anger hit me and it hit hard, I automatically dropped my backpack and stormed towards her, I pushed her.. no words.. I just pushed her, she wobbled backwards and stood her ground.. I kept fucking pushing her.. getting ruffer and ruffer, I didn't realise the tears streaming down my face.. but they did... they all did, I push her to the ground.. then Keith finally runs up and stands in front of me, I gave him a stern yet really hurt look... I stopped and turned around.. not saying anything, I grabbed my bag and just started running.. I ran home and planted myself there...

Fuck feelings hurt..

Ok guys finally here's a chapter~
It's so emotional shit~
Anyways hope you guys like it~