Secret Letters To You

Endless Thoughts

Dear You,

It's been over a month.
It kills me to know the fact that, a month ago, we used to be talking to each other.
But then now, I avoided eye contact everytime I see you; because it hurts. It still does.

You seem to be fine.
You seem to be coping well.
Have you really forgotten about me?
Have you erased the memories that we had?

I know I should be getting over you.
I know there's no point in trying anymore.
I know I have to move on and let go.
But it's much harder than I thought it'll be.

Each time I tried to erase the thoughts of you off my mind, I found myself crying again.
Why does letting go got to be so hard?
How were you able to do it so easily though?
Was I really that easy for you to forget?
These endless thoughts, I want it all to end.