I remember times when I had it all and I remember times when Ian have shit. I remember Christmases where niggas had every this of gift under the tree and then there was Christmases where shit money was so tight I'd be lucky if I got even what I asked for, but that's the bad part about knowing you didn't have alot of money growing up. Being a kid and knowing"damn I can't ask my mom for this cuz I know she can't afford it "
Or watching everybody else with something you know you can't get. Shit im almost 16 now and Ian even worried bout what shoes I'ma be able to cop next I'm worried bout if my mom gone have enough money to pay her bills. I Guess thats why I'm so focused on getting rich. I'm tired of having shit but not having shit. The instability of getting whatever I want then not having shit for a long time.i don't care what it takes I'll never live in the struggle again. Niggas out here with new Jordan's every week but no car. Sad part is Jordan's not even shit we been clapping those off cards like it's nothing. I like foreign's on my feet. Margielas, Balenciagas, Versace, guiseppes, all that good stuff. I'm tired of living basic. Call me materialistic all you want but Versace silk feels good on my ass and that's word to my mother. But see i rather rock a sweatsuit from h&m and some forces and stacc my paper then blow all my money right now and be broke in the future. The fly shit gone come but how u gone be fly on the outside but ya pockets empty. I never understood niggas in that way, but I guess that's just me. That's all I'ma write for rn tho I'ma holla at y'all later.
