How Can Someone Like You Love Me? (Karmagisa)「DISCONTINUED」

Chapter 9:Glass Breaks Easily...(pt. 1)

[??? POV]

So she's the one who took Karma away from me... Idol or not,  there is no way I'm letting her take Karma away from me...I've got it!

[Nagisa POV]

Oh how exciting today will be! I got Karma a surprise I know he will love! It's a small locket with a snake and devil in the shape off a yin yang heart, and inside I had our names branded inside with a picture. I was gonna surprise him when we get to school.

In the morning we did our normal routine but we were a little early today so I let Karma go ahead while I would go and park the car dice the parking lots full. Once threat was done I grabbed my school bag and the box the gift was in and ran up the mountain. I walked into the school and opened the door to a something... horrific...

Karma and Okuda are kissing!!! I could feel tears well up in my eyes as I grabbed the box where the surprise was in and threw it at Karma's direction and ran away. I passed by many of my class mates and some of the higher classes as they stared and whispered at me as tears poured down my face. I ran and went into my car and drove away. That cheating jerk can walk all the way home, whatever I'm skipping and I'll have Bitch- sensei or Kayano to talk to.

Once I reached home ran inside and locked all the doors still aware that Karma still had a spare key for home. I grabbed the ice cream and ran of to the recording room. Where I just sat on the corner singing some of my depressing songs.

How could he do this to me? I loved him with all my heart... But I guess it's my fault for letting me allow my idiot broken heart to blindly lead me instead of thinking logically and reasonably about things. So he was just in it for the fame and fortune after all. Now I know to never trust my heart again...

I stayed in there for what would be the rest of the day still humming and crying. Violent Banging started to start on the front door and my name being called. I just continued to hum and stay in the corner encased in a blanket years still falling down my cheek ruining my makeup.

Soon Karma found me and started to run towards me with a worried expression on his face. I stopped humming and looked away from him. "Look Nagisa,  I'm sorry.  It was Okuda who kissed me. Not the other way around. I tried to push her away. I really did. Please Forgive me..." Karma apologized. I now had the most disgusted and enraged face I have ever made. I stood up and looked at him. I noticed he had the box of the necklace in his pocket.

"You expect me to believe and forgive you?! After all you have done to me?! Look at me!  I loved you with all my heart and treated you like royalty with me! And yet you repay me by kissing another girl?! What is wrong with you?! You know what?! Getting these necklaces  was a mistake! You can go to your GIRLFRIEND and get matching ones with her! I can't even look at these boxes without having my heart get shattered even more than it already is! Take mine... I'm going out... I need to relax a bit..." I told him as I grabbed the matching box from my pocket and threw it at him. He fumbled with it and by the time he caught it for real I was already at the stairs.

He continuously called my name, and I ignored all of them. I ran down the stairs annoyed and slammed the door and ran into my car. I drove again with tears falling,  as I drove away from the house to talk to Kayano for advice. When I was parking it was dark and started to rain, and I don't have an umbrella... I still walked out of the car, and up her drive way. Still soaked I knocked on her door. I could hear the door open and a small green haired girl look up slightly at me with a surprised face.

"Nagisa?! What happened to you?! Where were you at school?! It's pouring outside! Quickly come inside! Quickly please, " Kayano urged me. She sat me down in her own couch Ann's handed me a blanket and towel. "Now, what happened? And where's Karma?" She asked.  Oh, she said the word... Karma... tears again started to fall down my cheeks.

I looked at her in three eyes as my tears became waterfalls and replied, "He...*sniff* wa-s ki-i-ss-ing Okud-". I couldn't even finish the word Okuda before bawling my eyes out with my eyes being covered by my hands. Kayano stood up from her position and hugged and reassured me as she pet my hair. I soon felt some bloodlust mixing with her reassuring feeling. She was like a sister to me. Always ready to hear my problems and help me.

Soon my tears started to dry as I still sat in the couch but without Kayano hugging me. Instead she was cooking for us since I was staying at her place tonight. After we ate, she let me sleep on the couch until morning for school.

The next day, I drove the both of us to school. I opened the door to see Karma paseing around back and forth. When he heard the door open and close he looked at us and ran over to me. He grabbed my shoulders giving me a close view of his face and chest. He was breathing rapidly as his eyes had bags.  But one thing caught my eye... He was wearing the necklace I bought...

I looked away and pushed him away, and sat at my seat. He then again ran toward me and went down on his knees asking for forgiveness. "Nagisa! Please! Just let me explain what happened!" He pleaded. I glared at him and sighed. " Very well... might as well let you. But this will help me determine if I will forgive you or not..." I answered. He stood up and thanked me.

But I HOPE  I can forgive him...

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Kiara: please don't get mad at me for making this!!

Karma: sorry Nagisa. I had to do it... And for what it's worth. I think you are a much better kisser than Okuda.

Nagisa: it's okay. I still love you!

*hugs*

Kiara: mmmkay so bye! Srry for the feels...

~Kiara