Why Ryan is killing me:
You may be asking "Who the fuck is Ryan?" Ryan is a guy I like...
And no one knows 'cept you guys and my cousins, literally no one else knows. He surely doesn't, and his lack of knowledge IS KILLING ME!! He's super funny, and really nice, and he looks like a twelve year old version of The Rock with glasses, and he's one of my best friends and he's just generally awesome. Only Yana, Lizzy, and Emily know this happened but, he's the dude I thought was a wight.
Why I'm dying:
He picked me up and saved me from a half demon named Dominic, Ryan keeps sitting next to me in class, and lately he's been ditching Chase to come talk to me. I can't tell him how I feel bc I'm afraid it'll ruin our friendship, he's already been shipped, the girl he was shipped with moved away and misses her. I've kept from being shipped for 5 years, so on the outside I act like I don't care or I'm totally grossed out by being shipped but, on the inside I'm dying. HELP. ME.
