7th Month

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He won't wake up. Stop waiting. Its useless.

The voices are back.

They left when me and Riker started going out but now, they wouldn't leave.

I gripped my hair tightly as I tapped my foot on the floor of my apartment rapidly. Beads of sweat started forming and I clenched my eyes shut making the same images of the last time I saw Riker awake haunt into my mind.

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"I'm tired of everything! Im tired of being pushed away! I want to live a life! This isn't life! I'm trying to be patient but I can't anymore, Ross!" Riker exclaimed clearly losing his temper because he has never yelled at me.

"You told me would wait 'a million years' for me!" I started making quotation marks with my fingers.

"But you're always whining about everything! I'm living my dream Riker! And you're getting in the way of everything! Isn't it enough for you that I love you?! You still want more?! Am I going to have to divorce you so I can accomplish my goals?!"

"Tell me what do you want Riker!" I yelled. Something came into me when I grabbed a jar of glass and was about to throw it to him but I managed to move my hand Making it hit the wall next to him. Glass shattered the floor.
I kept looking at him waiting for a response

"I-i just wanted a family. I wanted you to pay more attention to me. You don't even tell me you love me anymore. I left our family and everything I love in littleton just to see how your dreams come true. My one and only dream is to be with you forever. But since I'm keeping you from living yours then yes. I guess we should divorce."

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You dont deserve Riker.
He is too much for you.

Shut up.

He doesn't even want to wake up. Because of you. He doesn't want to face you.

Stop.

His life is much better now that he is sleeping peacefully then when he was awake.

Stop.

He'll never forgive you for what you did. You tried to kill him with that jar, Ross.

"Shut up!"

I'll never shut up, Ross.
you're stuck with me.

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