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"So what do you do?" He asked me
"Oh I'm just a college student but I do go to like every concert ever and travel a lot, what about you?" I laughed
"I work in the music in...
It's been forever since I've seen Austin and we actually talked
You could easily tell that something was wrong with me because of what happened between us and it's never been anymore obvious that Austin wasn't any better.
I got on my phone which was slightly foreign to me, for the fact that I haven't touched it in forever
I got onto Instagram and scrolled through Austins recent posts to see what he's been up to
To be honest, I shouldn't have
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@theaustinporter Rewind? Yes please🤦♂️ —
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@theaustinporter Mixed Emotions:/ —
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@theaustinporter Happily Losing My Mind😁 —
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@theaustinporter Cloudy Days.. — I felt responsible for these posts and for the worrying of fans
At the same time, how would you expect me to act after I see my boyfriend locking lips with some other random girl
Although I was supposed to call him later in the day, I couldn't help it. I needed to get it off my chest and then once I could then maybe I would be able to have fun with the girls
As I began to put my phone down someone knocked on my door
"Come in." I said
Amanda slowly opened the door and peaked in
"Can I come in in?" She asked
I might have forgot to mention that I made a fort in my room and have been hiding for what feels like ages
"Why not." I shrugged although she couldn't see me yet
Amanda crawled in, trying not to destroy the fort
She sat in front of me with a box of Panera Cesar salad
"What now?" I asked, eyeing the box
"I know Kaylee and Mya already tried, but you need to eat." She said
"I ate." I said
"Two days ago!" She exclaimed, "does that not sound just a little ridiculous to you?!" Amanda exclaimed, not being able to hold in how she's feeling about me in the moment
"You're right, it does sound ridiculous... but I just don't have the appetite to eat food right now." I explained
She looked down at the box in sadness
"I-I got your favorite though." She mumbled
"Amanda, thank you so much for eating it for me. But I just won't eat it. I can't eat it." I said
She looked up at me, flames burning in her eyes
"You need to come to your goddamn senses. Just because Austin lost something that he should know he is so fucking lucky that he even got to have, doesn't mean that you should let him tear you apart. Slowly but surely you're going to be a bunch of shreds of what once was an amazing girl. You're breaking yourself down and letting him shatter the rest of your pieces." Amanda said
With that she left the Panera in my fort and crawled away
Before I could get lost in my thoughts and think about how maybe she's right and I shouldn't be acting like this, my phone rang
I picked it up and without looking at who called, I placed it on my ear
"Hello?" I asked
"Dani I need to see you as soon as possible." A voice spoke up
It took me a little bit to recognize it but then I noticed that it was Brandon
"You're not even in LA..." I said and he answered right away
"Actually we are in San Diego. Mind driving a little?"
"Why?" I asked
"You will see, meet me at Houlihan's at twelve for lunch. I'll send you the address." He said then hung up on me without answering my question
I looked at the time and crawled out of my fort and made my way to my closet
I picked out a thrasher sweatshirt and leggings with some vans
Swiftly, I threw my hair into a bun and didn't care for any mascara
I just didn't care about how I look right now at all
"I'll be back guys." I said as I walked down the stairs of our apartment and left without giving the girls anytime to say anything, mostly because they were just sitting on the couch and staring at me in shock that I actually got out of the fort
I hopped into my car and began driving to Houlihan's
I parked and I before I could walk inside Brandon's voice stopped me in my tracks
I turned my head and saw him sitting outside of the restaurant with two menus
I walked over to him and he gave me a sad smile then became impatient because of how slow I was walking and instead of continuing to sit, he stood up from the table and began walking to me
Once we were in front of eachother he pulled me to his chest and held me tightly
For a second there, I thought I heard a slight sniffle and silent cry