LOST | KTH

19

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After some time passing, it was tonight until I could be released from the hospital, my family agreed on a place to stay as they were in Japan, they said they were packing so they couldn't visit but the boys would visit as often as they could. Jin never visited me personally but I don't blame him. I am very worried about him though.

I missed alot of school but they sent me school work to keep me busy as I was here so I was caught up.

"So, the bandage on your leg is off be careful with your stitches, they'll be there for a couple days and we'd be able to take them off because your skins already fixed it up, it may leave a scar though." Nurse Min Jun smiled as he took off the bandage, he regularly changed it to not risk infection.

"Thank you for the help, Nurse Min Jun." I thanked him for all the help me offered me, he really knew how to help me out.

"I'm happy to help, stay healthy okay? You're about to be released in a couple hours and your parents dropped off clothes to wear. They said a friend of yours will drive you to where ever you need to go." He informed me, I nodded and thanked him once again before he left.

My leg was normal again, I didn't feel much pain. Taehyung and I are okay now, but it's still Jin I'm worried about.

I stood up from my hospital bed, not in need of my wheelchair anymore, I began to get changed and I finally got to go on my phone.

As I waited, Jimin and surprisingly Jin entered the room.

"Jin will be driving us to your new apartment, all the guys are helping arrange the furniture for you." Jimin smiled, giving me a tight hug.

It was an uncomfortable atmosphere with Jin's presence, but I tried my best to shake it off. "Hold on, I'm going to use the washroom really quick. I'll get you some drinks before I leave. I'll be right back." He waved before he left.

Now it was even more uncomfortable, Jin sat down on the chair beside my bed as we both waited. It was quiet, my head started to hurt due to all the questions running through my head

Should I talk?
Would he talk?
Does he still hate me?
Do I hate him?

I sighed, looking down at my thumbs.

"Lee Wendy." He muttered.

I looked at him, first time I looked at him in weeks as he turned to look at me. "I cheated on you for the last seven months of us dating before even more drama started, when we thought we were good."

My head continued to hurt more, "Stop talking. Please. I can't cry anymore." I whispered, if I spoke any louder I knew I would cry.

"I'm just telling you the truth." He muttered lightly.

"We were dating for seven months and a single week before all this drama started, you know? So it took you a single week before you started to betray me." My voice cracked in between some words. "You're not even sorry, because you hated me. Why did you continue the relationship if you didn't love me? Was I just some toy to you? Did she know we were dating?" All these questions I was thinking of the whole time I was in the hospital came rushing out of my mouth.

"I didn't mean that, when I said I hated you. It was the alcohol." He looked at me, his eyes were tearing up.

"How am I supposed to believe you? You managed to tell me the truth about you cheating on me and now you're saying that you really did love me? Stop the pity, Jin." I clenched my jaw, trying to seem strong.

"We had a lot of good memories. We also had alot of history... I don't know what went through my mind when I cheated on you." His voice grew weaker.

"Whatever, at least we both know our relationship was just as fake and artificial like plastic." I turned away from him, avoiding any sign of tears.

"I was mad, Chae. You can't blame me. You had more feelings for Taehyung in the week he was here then the feelings you had in our whole relationship."

"Because Taehyung and I were childhood best friends, he treats me better." I swallowed a deep breath after speaking. "If you object, just think about what you said to me when you were drunk."

"Would we ever at least become friends?" He questioned.

"You said that I'm the idiot, but truth be told you were the idiot all along." I turned to him once again.

"I know, I am an idiot. We can't keep creating this drama, Chae Young. We share the same friends. It can't stay like this." Jin sighed.

Jimin entered with some drinks and a bright smile, "I got us drinks and some snacks! Let's see the Seong Sister's new apartment!" He smiled.

I just ignored what Jin said and walked to Jimin, "Thank you." I hugged him tightly.

He nodded in response and Jin walked ahead as we walked to his car.

"Anything happen while I was gone?" He questioned, placing his elbow by my shoulder.

"Just.. Some talking." I sighed, they waited as I signed out then we continued to walk to Jin's car.

Jimin sat in the passenger's seat which left me to sit alone in the back. The only thing keeping me sane is the thought of seeing Taehyung again.