Still Kat's POV (Trust me we'll get to JCB pretty soon):
I then complete the last step of my night routine. That is, snuggling under my fluffy red covers, resting my tired head on my cushy pillow, and staying awake until 3 AM watching Youtube compilations of JCB interviews, his funny moments, his Burburry advertisements, and the like.
I usually end my midnight fangirl sessions with my favorite song by the Darling Buds: Heartbreaker. But tonight, with my fiery argument going on with mom, I choose something a little more angry: I'm Not Okay.
I'm not okay with what you did,
I'm not okay with all this goddamn shit
This goddamn shit you pull
I know, probably not the best cool down song so I can get to sleep. But when I listen to songs by TDB that connect with what I'm going through, I feel like JCB understands and feels for me.
I'm in a half sleep phase when I still hear the soft thrum of guitar in my ears, still playing in my dream. The pounding, fierce, beat of Venice closing out my personal online concert.
You sold it all with a price of a kiss
You got rid of friendship and love
You're so selfish
You sold it all with a price of a kiss
You sold it all with a price of a kiss
In Venice
If only mother were willing to hear this music, and had at least an ounce of appreciation for music that is NOT christian based. Then she would understand why I HAVE to go on this trip. It's one thing to listen to their playlist on YouTube everyday and hear his classically trained, yet rocker voice through the small speaker on my iPod. It's a whole other thing to actually be there. To see his chiseled face and watch his expert guitar skills in action...
Still naming reasons JCB is so perfect, my eyes automatically shut due to lack of sleep, and I drift to sleep.
------------Authors Note------------------
I know it's a short chapter! This was originally part of the last chapter but it was getting too long so I split it in two. Please vote and comment and read it it helps out a lot!! Luv y'all!
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!!!Bower Power!!!
FanfictionFangirl Kat has an opportunity of a lifetime to go see her favorite celebrity, Jamie Campbell Bower, play live and in person. But when her mom says no, she sneeks off anyway. Duh duh DUHHH!!!Continue reading to find out what happens!