It was 11:26 and I was currently on tumblr and listening too Pandora, The song "Sadness is a blessing" came on. Wow really? oh my God. I was gonna change the song, until I heard a loud bump on my window that disturb me. Who could that be? I walked to my window and saw Jocelyn throwing rocks at my window.
I quietly whispered but loud enough for her to hear me but my mom can't hear.
"Jocelyn? what are you doing here? " I said while sounded confused and thinking why she's here.
"I'm So sorry! " she said screamingly
Me: shh! my mom is asleep!
Jocelyn: can I come in please?
"yea hold up. " I said while going down stairs and was hoping it was Danny throwing rocks at my window except Jocelyn .... but it wasn't. Well Dreams don't come true. I opened the door and Jocelyn was crying.
"it's my fault! I'm So sorry! " she said while whipping her tears.
"For what? " I said
"about Danny. I really thought he was nice and I didn't know he was gonna do that to you Selena! " she said while coming inside the house.
" it's really fine, i dont really care about.. him.. but is that why your crying? " I said while closing the door behind her.
Jocelyn: well no. I'm also sorry for ignoring you. I realized I've been a bad best friend! I've been always with Paul,.
Me: awe Jocelyn , it's fine. your in love. haha I understand.
She just couldn't hold in her tears and started crying again, while Hugging me tight. Just by her crying I started crying.
Me: do you want to spend the night? aha,
Jocelyn: actually Paul is...
I gave her that look like " are you serious?"
" actually yea, let me tell Paul to go home. " she said while heading heading outside and telling him.
"alright. " I said while i went to the living room and sat on the couch waiting for her. I casually waited for her to go say her goodbye, So i went upstairs to clean the guest room and started tiding everything up and saw that she was giving him a hug good bye. I picked up my phone and saw 8 missed calls 3 voice mails, and i already know who it is. Why would he call me at 11? Than i had 5 texts. Not wanting to listen or to look or to call him back, I through my phone on the guest bed not caring and Suddenly Jocelyn came in and said "whats wrong"
"nothing" is all i said with a sigh at the end.
She just gave me a look and than stared at my phone, she grabbed my phone and asked why havent i looked at the messages or called him back".
"Because i dont care what he has to say, i dont really care he blew me off.." i said casual, But deep down i did care and wanted to know why he called and wanting to check the texts,
"Well hes sorry" jocelyn said while reading my phone
her face lit up and made eye contact with me, it scared me and thought i did something wrong,
"What happen" i said confusingly
" I dont wanna know jocelyn, im sure he just said hes sorry and reality he isnt, Hes probably just a player," i said
" Selena, please just read the messages. " she said whinning.
I took my phone and put it in my pocket, She just nodded like she was mad at me. In the outside i dont care what he text me but in the inside I hell's did care alot. Me and Jocelyn talked for a little bit about her party tomorrow and I forgot I never showed her my outfit, So I showed her really quick and she said "it goes with you alot" I couldnt help but laugh and told her that Danny and a worker names ruby helped me out. After that i gave her some of my pjs out of my drawer and while she said thank you. I told her ill see her in the morning, and she threw a pillow at me saying I better look at the texts from Danny. I just laughed and flipped her off and closed the door behind me and went to my room and put away my outfit for tomorrow and charged my phone. Than I layed down not thinking of the texts or calls overall the whole day.
