Together Again

Chapter 14

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Together Again: Chapter 14

Point of View: Mia

It's been 1 weeks since the race with Zac and myself. I know I should be happy that he's leaving me alone but I can't stop thinking of him. Everything I do, I think back to him. Whether it's from his favourite dish to his favourite music. I hate thinking about it because I don't want to feel guilty for ignoring him. I could have easily forgiven him but no, I have to be so stubborn and couldn't put my pride away.

It was Friday so that meant visitng Isabelle. I was actually excited because we were going to focus on music today. I was going to teach her to play the piano. The Piano would probably definitely be my favourite instrument. Ever since Zac became famous our school took Perfmoring Arts really seriously. They raised enough money to buy instruments and build a theatre. We now have drama classes aswell as music classes. When Zac was here we never had those classes but as soon as the school found out about Zac's talent they figured there would probably be other amazing talented students at the school. Also it will give the school a great reputation and become one of the best in the state.

I started taking music classes and my music teacher, Ms. Ankers introduced me to the piano about a year ago after my dad left. My music teacher became really close to me after I told her what happened to my parents and about Agnes and April moving in with me. I could trust her with everything, she was the only adult who understood my situation.

She was a genuine, kind person and I was lucky to have her when I needed someone most in the past year. She told me that I could come to the music room anytime when I needed to be away from them which I was really grateful for. I usually stayed twice after school for the past year practicing on the piano. I would tell Agnes I was tutoring other students and I made Ms. Ankers write me a note to make Agnes buy it. Which thankfully she believed and didn't ask anymore questions.

I began to ride my bike to the orphange but for some reason I felt sick to my stomach. Usually I felt this sickness when I was nervous or scared about something. Which let me tell is usually all the time. Last year I was in a terrible state especially after my mum died and my dad left. I went through depression and a lot of people don't usually go through depression at this age, but looking at my circumstance you can understand why. You know when April came along she told the whole school about my parents. How my mum died because she couldn't handle me anymore and my dad left because I was just burden, I wasn't worth anything. He only stayed with me because of my mum. You're going to think I'm really stupid but at the time I believed her words just like everyone else.

School became harder, people became meaner. No one wanted to talk to me, because I was the freak that made everyone leave. And I was. I would go to school with anxiety and stress, having to take another day of this torture was horrible. My grades started to go down and people saw me as the nerd but once everyone knew about my grades, I wasn't the nerd anymore, I was the freak. You kow trying to get good grades aswell ignoring the taunting and bullying of others made me, broken.

I don't tell this to many people because I didn't want anyone to think I was sad case or even more of a freak. But there were days where I would lay on my bed and think to myself, why am I living? What do I have in this world anymore?

EveryoneI loved was gone. If I was gone too no one would miss me. No one would care. Maybe people would be happier if I wasn't here. I started to think suicidal thoughts from the pressure of getting good grades because it was my only hope out of this place, from all the bullying and torture the students at my school put me through.