Beshert

Chapter 8

Trying to fall asleep was pointless, between the new bed, surroundings, and the fact that Dimitri was down the hall, with the added swirling of conflicting emotions within me. How can I go from thinking I hate someone to maybe having feelings for him? I just didn't know what to do, and I'd be damned if I admitted it to anyone not even Liss.

It felt like there was a swarm of angry hornets in my chest cavity, and him being so sweet and playful tonight didn't help at all.

All of a sudden I was feeling incredibly horny and hard, wait hard? I didn't get hard I was a chick, I got wet.

''You are so beautiful my Roza, so beautiful it hurts me sometimes.' I told her, gently swiping the lose price of hair behind her ear.

She was blushing a deep red and looking up at me through her long lashes, god she's gorgeous. I could ravish her for years and not get my fill of her.

Looking into those big brown eyes I leaned in closer letting her know what my intentions were, giving her time to pull away. She didn't and I slowly touched my lips to hers, they were so soft and smooth, there was also a jolt of electricity that coursed through my lips as they touched hers.

I knew she felt it too, because she grabbed my neck deepening the kiss, it went from soft and innocent to heated and passionate in a mater of seconds.

Licking her lips begging for entrance, which she granted I thrust my tounge into to her delicious mouth the battle for dominance began, twisting one hand in her hair, I let the other travel to the hem of her shirt, sliding it under to touch the smooth skin of her stomach I moaned.

I needed more desperately, breaking the kiss only to pull her shirt up over her head, smiling at the soft whimper she let out at the loss of my lips to hers. Instead of going straight back I started at her neck, nipping and kissing up to her jaw making my way back to her lips, as my hands that now had a life of their own touched and grouped every inch of exposed skin.

I felt her hand doing the same on my bare chest, when my shirt was taken off I'll never know, I reached and undid her bra ripping it from her body I moved back to look at her perfect perky peaks.

I dove down taking one into my mouth relishing in her moans, I let one hand pleasure her other breast as my other went to her pants, jerking them down desperate for my prize, I cupped her hot wet pussy through her lacy panties, not believing she could be so wet so quick.

I decided to put my well earned control to use so I could taste he sweet nectar, I wasn't disappointed when I took my first taste. She was delicious, better then anything that has ever touched my lips before.

Bringing one long digit to her core I finger fucked her, making sure to never let my tounge leave her lips and throbbing clit. From the sounds she was making I knew she was close. I moaned and the vibrations brought her over the edge, I drank up everything she could give me until she was dry.

I was then at her entrance teasing her folds by letting the tip of my cock barely caress her and circle her throbbing clit.

She started begging for me pushing her hips up hard against me, I couldn't wait a moment longer, I thrust into her tightness.

Breathing hard I woke in a sweat shit that dream felt so real.'

'Uh, Dimitri I think you might need a cold shower.' I thought to him realizing I had been pulled into his sex dream, only being released when he woke up.

'Shit! Rose, your awake? You just heard all that didn't you?' Dimitri asked.

'Not just heard, I was sucked into your head like it was my own, another perk to this bond I guess' I thought to him trying not to panic or laugh out loud at this.

'Why the hell are you having a sex dream about me anyways?! I don't know who you think you are but that is so not cool' I thought now getting angry.

He had a fucking sex dream about me on my first night in his apartment! I thought things couldn't have gotten anymore awkward then they were, but no I was proven wrong.

'It's not like I was planning thus Rose I can't help what I dream!?' Dimitri almost yelled through the bond starting to get angry at himself and his humiliation.

This whole situation was shit! At least now I'm not debating my feelings for him, angry embarrassment were the two emotions in the forefront of my being.

If I thought sleeping was impossible before, it was nothing compared to now and having to listen to Dimitri berate himself for the rest of the night.

For the first time in my life I couldn't wait for school so that I could get away from here.

xXx

The next morning Dimitri was gone before I was out of the shower, saying something about an early meeting, which I knew was a lie but let it go knowing neither of us wanted to face the other right now.

I got to school seconds before the bell rang, getting weird looks from my friends that I really could care less about right now.

I got texts from all of them asking what's wrong, I just told them nothing knowing they knew something was up but not wanting to deal with it.

I was debating skipping Dimitri's class but then decided that it would be way more fun to attend, and make life a bit.... Well..... hard. Hahahaha.

'Rose, don't you dare! ' I heard Dimitri think.

'Hey I had to endure your dream last night and move into your place on the same day I find out my best friend might die. I'm going to have fun weather you like it or not.' I thought back.

I heard him cuss and sigh to himself, well at least there was a silver lining here.

I walked into his class room and laughed out loud when I saw he was blushing, this was just to good.

I sat down and started to think about the dream he had last night, I must admit it was sexy as fuck. Man this was not helping me stay in hate with him, I wonder if there would be an electric shock in real life if we kissed.

Man he did have perfect lush lips, that looked like they could be soft as silk and hard and demanding at the same time. I wonder what those lips would feel like all over me, down my jaw, to my neck, over my collar bone. I shivered just thinking about it, wait what am I doing I can't be thinking about him like this.

'Oh but you just did, no more making fun of my dream that I had no conscious control over, where you just thought about kissing me in the middle of my class.' Dimitri thought.

Looking up I noticed he was looking straight at me while talking to the rest of the class. I blushed scarlet, I can't believe I just did that. Yeah there might still be a bit of a lingering crush for him but I should be pissed at him, not thinking about his lips kissing mine!

xXx

It was incredibly awkward when Dimitri got home, man that's weird, we didn't say anything to each other.

Since I had already eaten by the time he got back I decided to go to my room, I didn't want to be around him right now. Especially since he's had an irritating smirk on his face since his class today.

I turned the TV on and started to flip through the channels, though that just frustrated me to no end seeing as Dimitri had the premium package and still there was nothing on.

Everything about this week has been awful, finding out Dimitri is my beshert, my parents being absent yet again, and Mason being on the brink of death. I just couldn't handle it all, the tears started to fall and I cuddled under my covers trying to be quiet.

What was with me, I never used to cry and I definitely didn't let some guy get to me. I was so caught up in my thoughts I didn't realize that Dimitri had come in until I felt the bed dip and felt him wrap his arms around me, pulling me to his chest not saying a word, just comforting me.

I let him, as much as I hate to admit it I now know that I don't hate him, strong dislike at times, definitely, but hate, no not anymore.