Beshert

Chapter 11

The next day was awkward as hell, Dimitri avoided me at all costs and I did the same. What can I say I didn't want to see his sad face I heard all of his thoughts I didn't need the mental images to go with it.

I did feel guilty about the previous night, I know he knows what I'm thinking and therefore knows I'm not ready, but he is and me not being ready makes him feel bad for trying to protect us both in the past.

I kept to myself in my room and finished all my homework including what isn't due for a while. It was only five pm and I was still feeling guilty, so I decided to move into the bedroom next to Dimitri's that I had fallen in love with but hadn't chosen because it was next to his with a connecting door. It was a way of saying I want to try but just need time. Hopefully this would help the awkward tension between us.

Once I had moved all my things to my new room I was exhausted and ready for bed, but of course my phone started to ring. Looking at the caller ID I saw it was Liss.

"Hey Liss, what's up?" I asked in greeting.

"Rose, I'm so sorry I have to tell you this over the phone but I knew you'd want to know right away." She said sniffling.

"What's wrong? Are you ok?" I asked panicked.

"I'm ok, it's Mason Rose he's mom just talked to mine and we'll it's not good. The doctors took him out of the induced coma only for him to fall into a regular one. It doesn't look good, I'm so sorry." She said now crying.

I didn't know what to say I was shocked, just yesterday we heard he was doing better.

"Rose?"

"Yeah I'm here, um I gotta go, love you, bye."

I hung up not waiting for an answer, I'm glad Dimitri is asleep because now I don't have to worry about him hearing my anguish at the thought of loosing Mason.

How is this possible? He was supposed to get better not worse.

The thoughts just kept coming and then memories of us as kids and growing up, I just couldn't take anymore. I curled up in bed and let the tears start falling.

I must have fallen asleep because the next thing I know I'm being shaken awake and a frantic voice calling my name.

"Rose! Roza! Wake up baby its just a nightmare. Please Roza!"

"Dimitri?" I ask, tears streaming down my face.

"Yeah baby, I'm right here, your ok now." He said pulling me into his lap and wrapping his arms around me.

I snuggled my face into his chest breathing in his scent which helped me to relax.

"You want to tell me about it?"

"Honestly I don't remember what it was about, though it was probably about Mason. Oh god, Mason!" I cried harder into his chest soaking his shirt.

Instead of answering he just rocked me in his arms while playing with my hair and humming a lullaby. I soon calmed enough that I was no longer fighting for air. It was so amazing being in his arms that I let myself drift back off to sleep.

xXx

I woke up too warm, and my face felt like swollen like it had been put into a punching match. I struggled to open my eyes which were blurry from all the crying I did the night before.

Looking up I saw what had me so hot, Dimitri was laying next to me sound asleep with me securely in his arms against his chest, our legs were tangled together and my head was resting in the crook of his neck. If we were in a better place right now I think I would never want to move, but right now it was just awkward.

I tried to gently untangle myself from his body as not to wake him up, but failed miserably. His eyes shit open the moment I tried to move.

"Oh, ah sorry, I'll get up." He said blushing lime mad.

I let out a giggle, wait since when the fuck do I giggle?

" it's ok, I'm just hot and need to pee." I told him.

He nodded and untangled himself from me, however the moment my body lost contact with his my heart hurt. It was like I was no longer whole without him holding me. Shaking it off I looked up and saw a smirk playing on his lips.

"What?"

"You feel it too, the pull, the loss of part of you when we're not touching."

"I don't know what your talking about." I said with a huff.

I went to slide off the bed when I was thrown back down, looking up Dimitri was hovering over me and his touch brought back that feeling of completion. Looking into his eyes I couldn't help but think what it would be like to kiss him. With that thought I glanced down at his pink luscious lips.

"Why can't you just admit you want me? Roza, we both know we can't resist fate and we both love the other. I can hear your thought, and I thought that if I gave you enough time you would come to your senses on your own. That doesn't seem to be working for you though so I'm taking control."

With that he crashed his lips down on mine in a passionate kiss that took my breath away. I had never been kissed like this before! It was amazing.

My eyes shot open at the sound of a deep laugh, oh my god! It was a dream and I was wet like really wet. Looking up I was met with the chocolate brown of Dimitri's eyes and a huge smile across his face.

"Have a nice dream, my Roza?"