They believed she was psychotic,
He believed she was different.
They saw crazy,
He saw innocence.
She doesn't know why she belongs here,
He knows she belongs to him.
" Don't worry babygirl I got you........"
*****This was one of my first books on W...
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"I should be more cynical and tell myself that's not okay (To feel this good when I'm with you) I try my best to fight it, say I hate you but I always stay"
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Iris' POV
I sat in Logan's room and I heard doc knock for maybe the hundredth time today.
" Iris? You have to eat something... You're going to get sick " I wanted to tell him to just let me perish but I didn't feel like it. He sighed and walked away from the door. Tears came out of my eyes once again as I tried to keep them in.
The two people who actually kept me sane were now just gone. Logan was in a coma but the doctors say his chances of surviving are extremely low. As for Siri.. she was gone. I kept banging my head on the door 2 days ago when I still couldn't hear her voice. It's been a week and I am feeling extremely miserable.
While I was still in the hospital, Declan and Avelyn had visited me. It was sad to see her cry with me. Of course, Phoebe cried with us but she didn't know why. I've thought about just ending it all... I know I sound insane but when someone you've known your whole life just vanishes.. you kinda get left feeling like shit. I've somewhat forgiven Lucas because if I'm going to end it all, I wouldn't want to be holding too many grudges.
My mom and Mark are in Declan's custody so they're either already gone or barely living. I've also caught myself talking to myself as if Siri was still with me.
Looking over to the mirror, I looked at the state I was in. I looked a complete mess. Nothing seemed right for me anymore. I walked out to the balcony and sat on the chairs that were covered in snow. It didn't affect me though. I just felt numb. I looked up into the sky as I questioned him.
" Why? " Is all I whispered before falling asleep in the cold.
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I woke up in a daze and found myself at the end of the bed. The balcony door was closed and it was already after nightfall. I looked around the dark room and saw candles lit everywhere. 'Did Ian do this?' I questioned myself as I got up. Walking over to the door it was still locked. I tried turning the light on but it didn't work.
I was about to walk back to the bed when I heard a tapping sound. Looking around, I saw the mirror acting weird. It wasn't anything wrong it just looked fuzzy. Walking over to it, my reflection went dark and I saw figure. I watched as it moved extremely slowly. It placed a hand on the glass and I looked at it for a while. 'Was it expecting me to touch it too?'
Reaching my my hand out, I got ready to place my hand on it. The minute my fingertips hit the figure's the candles went out. I retracted my hand and looked around the dark room. Before I was able to take a step back, the figure reached both it's hands out of the mirror and pulled me in making me black out.
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" Do you think she's ok? "
" I hope she is.. God it's all my fault. "
" No it's not man. Stop blaming yourself for stuff like this. " I twisted and turned as I tried to open my eyes.
" Her heart rate is going up "
" What does that mean? "
" Is she ok? Why the hell is it beeping like that " Something was going on in the background and a flat line ran through the air.
" I can't pick up her heart rate.. "
" Well keep looking around her body and fucking find it! " All of a sudden a burst of energy went through my body and I shot up as my eyes opened. I landed in someone's arms and I looked up to see Logan. I touched his face for a few seconds before looking at the computer behind us that was still flat lining.
" Am I dead? " I asked him and he chuckled as he brushed the hair out of my face.
" No baby, you're very much alive. " I looked down at his stomach and noticed it was wrapped in large gauze covering the gunshot wound..... And for some reason I didn't feel alone anymore.
" That's because you aren't alone. I'm still here "
I jumped as her voice ran through my brain and tears came to my eyes.
" You were out for two days.. After we got rid of your mother and Mark you wouldn't wake up. You had no gunshot in you or anything. You were just asleep " I nodded my head as I pulled him into a bone crushing hug that didn't affect him much.
I didn't lose the two people I loved the most and it was finally all over.
