[Han HeeRin]
Geng oppa told me that my anxiety was only because I am missing JongWoon… but I know it’s something else. When ChilHyun oppa went back to Korea few hours after we just arrive, I know that there’s something’s wrong. And my growing anxiety made is crystal clear. It’s been 5days and now I found myself speed driving and runs to the long stairs of JongWoon’s house. He should be here. I just need his hug and all will be fine. I ran as fast as I could. The house was cold… and he wasn’t home. I suddenly remembered that he must be staying at the hospital with JunKi oppa. He should be! I didn’t went home. Instead, I spread the comforter to the floor and curled myself there. I can smell JongWoon’s faint smell. I couldn’t help but cry. Something inside me is hurting and I miss him a lot. It was about 6am when I woke up. I headed straight to the hospital… only to find out that JunKi oppa has already been release 2days ago. I had no idea where he lived, so I had to go to Mr. Choi and ask. Good thing he was in his office that time. He gave me his address and I hurriedly left. I arrived at the Lee’s house and the lady of the house answered the door for me. “Omo, HeeRin agashi” she said, definitely not expecting anyone that early and obviously not expecting me
“Good morning, I'm so sorry to barge in like this…” I said panting
“No, no… it’s okay… come on in” she said and I followed her inside.
“Manim… is JongWoon-ie oppa here?” I asked and it looked like she had a blank shocked look on her face.
“No… he isn’t” she replied, “The last time we saw him was 5-6days ago. He told us that he’ll be going to Milan to watch Mozart’s concerto with you”
“What?” I shockingly said. I felt that my heart jumped right out of my chest then died, “He was not there… I didn’t even know that he’ll go there… he—”
“HeeRin…” I heard JunKi’s faint voice then we looked at him. The side of his face were still swollen and his arm was on brace, “Are you looking for JongWoon-ah?” he asked and I nodded, “Your bodyguard went to the hospital few days ago and asked me where he was. Which was weird because JongWoon called me and he told me that he’s on his way to the airport to meet you in Milan” he said then he got worried, “Is there any problem?”
“Oppa, he didn’t went to Milan… his luggage was in his house… he’s not in his house” I said and he has gotten pale.
“Where could that guy be…? I assume you tried to call him?”
“Yes a lot of times already” I know by this time my eyes are turning red since my tears had already clouded my eyes. “ChilHyun oppa went back here a few hours when we got to Milan… Geng oppa won’t tell me why but I know there’s something going on” and finally my tears fell. “Oppa, you’ll tell me if something’s wrong, right?” I asked
“I will… but I really don’t know what. I'm worried since when your body guard asked me about where JongWoon-ah is. But I can’t do something… which makes me feel really pathetic” he said.
“Is this appa’s doing…?” I whispered to myself but loud enough to let JunKi oppa and his mother hear, “ChilHyun-ie oppa is the best when it comes to finding information… and by his look when I see him last night I know that he still have no idea where JongWoon-ie oppa is…”
“Sweetie, you look so tired. Have you eaten anything yet?” she said in such worrisome tone.
“Omoni…” I said and grab her hand, “I'm going to find JongWoon-ie oppa… but I'm scared… what if I can’t find him? What if… what if he’s hurt?” I said crying now. She suddenly hugged me that made me cry even more.
