Trust Issues (Dinah/You)

eight

"You can't keep on fucking doing this y/n"

"Justin stop" I got out of Justin's car to go inside but he got out and pulled my arm back

"No you stop, look at what you're doing! She saved your life and you're gonna treat her like absolute shit"

"I don't care"

"Why are you like this? Stop being an asshole, Dinah's been nothing but nice to you and you're over here trying to ruin her!"

"You'd know so much about ruining people hey Justin, why don't you go cheat on Bella again, leave me alone, don't message me, don't call me, I want nothing to do with you" I turned around to walk inside

"Stop pushing away the people that care about you, Rebecca will probably try to kill you again and you'll have fucking no one!" Justin got back in his car and slammed the door and sped off. He's wrong, Becca's changed, she cares about me, that was just a small phase in her life, everyone makes mistakes.

"It's ab-bout time you got h-home" I walked inside to see 4 empty vodka bottles on the floor and a crack pipe on the table, she's relapsed

"Rebecca, what are you doing, I thought you got better"

"Y-you really think I would change for your b-broke ass, I don't care about you, I never did and I never w-will, you m-mean nothing to me" she slurred out, after she finished the last sip of her vodka she went to throw the bottle at my head, right in the eye, great.

"Bye Rebecca" I got out of the house as fast as I could, I shut the front door and heard a bottle smash against the door, great we're back to stage one, just this time I have no one, Justin hates me and well he was the only one I had.

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I walked into school, with the same clothes I had on yesterday, looking worse then I did though, I haven't showered, I slept on the park bench last night, alone, I have no one. Great.

I got to my history class and saw Dinah, I do agree that I've been treating her like shit and I do feel bad now that I've come to that realisation

"I'm sorry Dinah" I walked past her without making eye contact and went straight to my seat, I rested my head on the table and ignored everything and everyone

I heard the bell ring signalling that it was the end of the period and time for us to leave, I looked up to see everyone gone, expect for Dinah, I just got up and walked straight past her only to have her follow me out the door

"Hey! wait y/n"

"Dinah just because I apologised doesn't mean were friends."

"Yeah I know just wait up" I sighed and turned around to face her

"What do you want?"

"Why don't you like me? Did I do something? I just want to know what I can do for us to at least be friends"

"Just sto-"

"No y/n talk to me"

"Why? so I can tell you how I feel, you can pretend to care and we can have this weak ass friendship full of fake lies and bullshi-" before I could finish Dinah grabbed my face and smashed her lips on mine, I would pull away, but strangely I don't want to, she pulled away and looked me in my eyes

"No y/n I don't want a 'weak ass friendship', if anything I want a weak ass relationship" before I could say anything else she walked away, well fuck.