Dazed (H.S)

Chapter 40

1st January, 1999

He kissed me for the first time. I had this tingling feeling inside of me. He kissed me sweetly and passionately. This was my first and best. After He we pulled away he was so happy. We were so happy. He planned it all on New Year's Eve. I think I'm falling for him so bad but something is warning me to not. That it's not going to end well.

Just don't say anything stupid to upset him?" Caroline said and I rolled my eyes internally exploding with joy.

"Of course ma'am" I bowed dramatically.

What if he don't even remembers what happened last night? I mean I know nothing happened but what I meant was the conversation we had. What if he starts screaming at me. I don't know why but I'll really beat the shit out of anyone but there is something different about him. The truth is I'm afraid of him and Zayn. They scare me to death.

And we reached the dining hall. It is funny actually that how the three of us will sit at the table for 24!

He was seated at his usual seat reading the newspaper I guess. As soon as he saw me something flashed through his eyes. They focused and then they were back to how they used to be. He started reading the newspaper.

"Morning" I greeted. Gosh I'm sounding so desperate. He looked at me like if I was talking to someone else but he He soon recovered from the phase he was in and nodded his head.

I sat on my usual seat and started with the breakfast.
I'll steal glances at him every chance I get. But once I looked at his lips and how they were moving I started to stare. I didn't knew for how long I stared because I was eventually interrupted by someone.

"Like what you see?" Harry spoke and I looked away. That famous smirk was back.

"Nothing" I spoke.

"Didn't seem like" he said and went back to eating his pancakes with a smirking face. I didn't replied because I think there is nothing to talk about.

After eating everything on the table I was done ready to go back to my room. I stood up but he spoke. Caroline was already gone or I would've thought he was talking to her.

"Wait" Harry spoke. Just then the events of last night flashed through my eyes how he asked me stay.

"Yes" I asked looking back at him.

"Thanks for last night" he said and looked down. Of course he wasn't used to doing all this thanking but he was actually doing it with me.

"Yeah no problem" I said not knowing how to reply.

"We are going horse riding" he said. He didn't asked me he told me more like kinda ordered me but I don't mind because I like it. I want to spend time with him.

"Yeah sure" I said.

"Be ready in 2 hours" he said and I walked out nodding my head.

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"So he wants you to come with him to horse riding?" Caroline asked surprised while I was doing my tomboy dress.

"Yes Caroline" I said.

"I don't know I've this bad feeling" she spoke.

"What bad feeling?" I asked.

"What if he is taking you there to kill you omg Lina! You should refuse to go" She started to panic. Typical Caroline.