christmas #wonkyun

eight

"i feel like changkyun is cheating on me."

hyungwon turns to him in surprise. tears finally makes his way out from wonho's eyes and he doesn't make any effort to wipe it away. instead, he just hugs his legs to his chest and buries his face into his knees, sobbing softly.

hyungwon sighs deeply. he sits beside wonho and places a thumb under the older's chin, lifting his head up. using a handkerchief, he softly wipes the older's tears. part of him wants to deny wonho's words because he knows how much changkyun loves his friend, but part of him also wants to punch changkyun too for making his beloved hyung cry.

"changkyun will never do something like that. he loves you so much." hyungwon says, disagreeing with wonho's statement.

"does he, hyungwon?" wonho asks with teary eyes as he looks up at hyungwon. he gives the older a firm nod with a reassuring smile.

"of course he does. i mean, do you know how changkyun looks at you? he looks at you like you're his world." he hears wonho chuckles and can't help but to smile in triumph.

"i never realise it before." wonho replies as he rests his head on hyungwon's shoulder.

"well now you know, hyung."

the two sits on the balcony inside the guest room in comfortable silence.

"hyungwon-ah?"

"hmm?"

"i am a bad boyfriend, aren't i?" wonho muttered. hyungwon turns to look at wonho, who has a sad smile lingers on his lips, a tear managed to trail down his cheek.

"hyung-"

"how can i accuse changkyun is cheating on me when all he does the past two years is loving me and works hard to earn my trust." wonho chuckles sadly. hyungwon stays silent. it is not a surprise to him for wonho to say something like that since the latter has trust issues due to some personal reasons.

"i don't deserve changkyun, hyungwon-ah. i really don't deserve him." wonho whispers as he looks down to his feet. hyungwon stares at him with an unreadable expression.

he is about to say something when a brown haired man, almost the same age as hyungwon, opens the door.

"hyunwoo hyung asks us to gather in the living room. it is important." he says and wonho nods.

"okay jooheon. we will go in a minute." he says, smiling at jooheon softly and the younger smiles back before he walks out from the room.

"let's go, hyung." hyungwon says as he stands up. wonho smiles again and follows hyungwon.

"okay."

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this don't turn out like what i want it too. i am so not satisfied with this. sorry :'(