If you have been paying attention, you have seen what I am and am not at the end of each page. I have explained exactly why I am and am not each of those things. I hope that you understand now why I am going to die. (Although by the time you read this, I will already be dead and long forgotten.)
I think the world will be much better off without me. Nobody will miss me too much, and if you do, you'll get over it soon. At least if I kill myself, I'll spare a whole lot of people the trouble.
If God is real, then maybe he loves me, and maybe his angels will take me to him. Maybe Dixon will be there too. Maybe I'll finally feel love, and maybe I will be happy. Maybe I will feel like I'm worth something to someone.
I'm sorry if you really did care about me, and I broke you the way Dixon's death broke me. Maybe next time you really care about someone, you'll let them know, and then nothing like this will happen.
I'm going to put this envelope in my room, and maybe someone will find it and understand, or maybe they won't. Either way, I hope they find what they're looking for.
Like I said on the first page, a good story begins at the beginning and ends at the end. This is the very end for me: Julie Watson, "The Girl who was Nothing."
I'm Julie Watson.
I am nothing.
YOU ARE READING
I am Nothing
Short Story"Julie Watson. Its a typical name. If you looked on Facebook I'm sure you'd find a gazillion of me. I'm nothing special, unless ugly counts. And yet, there was a time I did feel special..." This is the five page note left by Julie Watson, a self pro...
