Lost Then Found

20.) Percy...Why Are You So Sad?

Percy's POV
Will anyone be hurt? I don't think I can answer that. I all ever wanted was for the world to be a safe place. I fought and I fought, what did it do? Hmm? I can't even bring myself to look at Stiles. Am I really that pathetic? I look up at Stiles, his eyes. They have a golden shine, the deep whiskey brown eyes that seem to captivate me. How could I ever find grey eyes attractive? Stiles puts his hands on my face and looks into my eyes before speaking "Percy, please tell me, I know the things you went through...but what happened?" If only I could tell you Stiles. You'd see what a monster I am, you'd be terrified of me. "Stiles. If you knew you would be sent to the crazy house". He just scoffs before smiling "Percy, I have seen people die. I have killed many people, now before you ask. I didn't have control. I was controlled by a monster. I killed my best friends first love. I killed one of my friends twin brother, I watched them bleed out, and I couldn't do anything. I wasn't fast enough. I live with that guilt everyday. I can handle whatever you got. Please Percy tell me what your going through" Chuckling and crying at the same time I managed to sputter out an answer "you want to know the truth? When people see me, they say that they can't figure out if I'm the good guy or the bad one. I blew up a volcano trying to protect myself, which made millions of people have to evacuate the whole northwest. I tortured the goddess of misery when I was in Tartarus just so she can see how I felt. When I did that I terrified Annabeth, I scared her so bad that when I got near her she flinched. She said she had never seen me so dark when we in that place. I terrify people just with my attitude and powers, I even scare the gods because of my powers. When I get upset I, my powers act like my emotions, which can cost people's lives. When we got back after the last war people started asking what I would do if Annabeth has gone instead of me. My answer at the time, was that I would rip the doors of the throne room and kill the king of the gods with my bare hands. Which is probably the reason I am banished. You want to know what's hilarious, monsters are terrified of me, they follow my scent, but when they see me, they run. When I was younger, I noticed that whenever I said something offensive to the gods, they never punished me. They must have known I'm dangerous." I can't even look at Stiles, while I was venting I managed to look away from him. "Percy, want to know what I think? The fact that you smile and laugh makes you ten times more scary. Want to know why? Because of how strong you are. After everything you've been through, you can smile!" I may be strong, yet I'm weak at the same time. "Stiles. You want to know the last thing my teacher ever said to me? "Percy you should be careful, fighting all those monsters. You might become one." It wasn't "oh Percy your alive! Or how are you?" No it was him warning me not to be a monster." That was the last thing Chiron said to me, the man I saw as a father. What was I to him? A hero? Or a pathetic boy? I look up at Stiles with a new light. This man in front of me is stronger then I can ever be. Stiles soon starts laughing like a maniac. What the holy Hera is so funny? I hear a tsk and felt a slap to the head. Oh...sorry mum. She doesn't respond. I look over at Stiles. "Now what's so funny that your laughing after what I just told you?" He snorts "Percy, I have a question. What is the difference between the Romans and the Greeks?" Hmmm...heh I know. "Well you see Stiles, the Romans are f*king assholes. While the Greeks are slightly nicer assholes who have a whole lot more fun." He cracks up laughing all over again. "Oh Percy, that's bloody brilliant!" I'm in awe, Stiles is beautiful, he puts Aphrodite to shame and all of a sudden, all the love songs were about him. I'm not surprised, I always knew I was bi, I just thought I would be with Annabeth. Maybe...just maybe I can have a chance at a new happy ending. With Stiles. Tsk. What the hell am I talking about, he isn't gay. I give Stiles a tight smile before standing up. I pull my wings in tight before putting my shirt back on. I go back to the car a warm it up, before picking up the still laughing Stiles and put him in the car. I overlook the cliff we're on to see if I left anything. I take a deep breath before getting into the my car. I look over at Stiles and go to talk before stopping. He's asleep. Figures, guess we're going back to my house. It is rather late, after the movie it was around 5, after we went flying it was 9. Now it's 10:39, Mellissa is gonna throw a fit. Oh well. Soon I'm driving in silence with a sleepy adorable man. Best way to end the day.

Stiles POV
Hmm, warmth. Wait where am I? I open my eyes and see my favorite blanket! The fur one! I grab it and snuggle back into bed. Hold on, where's Percy? He's not in bed. I shot up and look around his room. Soon I find my answer. Shower. That actually sounds nice. I haven't showered since the incident at school I think. Ew. I'm going back to bed, wake me up never.
20 mins later I've shaken awake by a god. Meaning a dripping wet Percy. Why does he feel the need to torment me? Hmm? I mean god damn, I groan and glare at the god in front of me "Perrrrcccyyyyyy how dare you wake me up from my beautiful sleep!" He just laughs and picks me up like a sack of flour, ohhhh nice muscles. And ass "Percy, did you know you have a nice ass?" He groans before walking into the bathroom. Ahhh so warm. He gently sets me down on the toilet before telling me to undress. Wait what?!? He must have a guess why I freaked out cause he laughed and pointed to the tub. Holy crap! Where did he get such a big tub! "You want me to bathe?" "No Stiles I want you to play a video game. Yes, I want you to bathe! I put oils in the hot water so you will feel better. Ima...I'm gonna go" He awkwardly left the bathroom and shut the door. I quickly undress before walking to the bath. Roses? Oh, Percy. That's so sweet. So I sliver into the tub and sigh. Percy, if I asked you, would you be mine?

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I swear to the gods that I will kill someone. I've been so stressed with school and the problems with my best friend. It's too much, I also am getting my wisdom teeth out on Tuesday and I'm super nervous. Help me, Percy!!