I was only happy when I was hungry
Always felt my mind lying to me
Couldn't function, couldn't live
Sometimes it was hard to breath.
Weight was always on my mind
Wait, I didn't know it always consumed my time.
The weighing scales became my best friend, always felt attached to them.
Food became the enemy, one I had to fight constantly.
Nutrition kidnapped my intuition, starved myself in order to win.
Hindsight is a wonderful thing, because now I can finally see how sick I was, how wrong it was.
If my family read this poem, they'll be shocked to be in the know.
After dinner, I'd run to the bathroom, turn the faucet to the right and slowly lose all of my might. Those were dark times but now I'm on the other side.
Deep down, I'm the biggest foodie ever. Now, you can't stop me from devouring a pizza.
The chains around me are finally broken, I can breath again haven't felt that in so long.
I'll never be the guy I was because he trained himself to live so wrong. He's so gone, yeah he's so gone.
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Songs I'll Never Share (Or So I Thought)
PoetryMy second collection of songs/poetry. This time around, I set out to create a deeply personal and authentic record. There are sixteen sides of me in this body of work. Every single word was written by me. It's 100% raw, authentic and vulnerable. It'...
