Lisa
I hope Chaeng didn't get jealous again. I made a silent vow to stop getting touchy with Jennie but at the same time, I wish to help both Jennie and Jisoo.I am officially in a dilemma.
I mean, I love Chaeyoung and I'd love to stop all this drama that Mr Yang got us into.
But,
I'd really love to see both my older friends getting together after their many years together. I know how both of them feel for each other but it was the constant fear of people mocking them.
"Go girls, I'll see y'all after your rehearsal," Manager unnie said. All of us got off the mini van and Jennie led the way. I felt somebody carefully linking our hands, the satisfying scent of hers filling my nose. I recognised it immediately, Chaeyoung. She clung onto me, giving me a cute smile. I returned it, squeezing her cheeks.
"Cutie," I whispered, giving her a quick peck on her cheek, hoping nobody saw it. She squeals and blushes so hard, it's so irresistible. "You have to stop being so cute or else I can't control myself."
She chuckled and pulled me to walk faster as Jennie looked rather impatient. Jennie's eyebrows furrowed into a frown, then hung back up. Chaeyoung let go almost immediately, making me push my lips out into a pout which I knew Chaeyoung couldn't stand. She turned around and groaned. "Stop it please."
I giggled, heading to the back stage where we got our microphones. Jisoo's and Jennie's microphone needed some adjustments so the staff got them to follow him, leaving just me and Chaeng in the waiting area. She fell into my arms, allowing me to embrace her. I snuggled my face to her crook, hugging her from the back.
"Arghhh I hate rehearsals," I whispered in a dreadful tone. She chuckled and caressed my head.
"Do it for us," she says, turning around to cup my cheeks. I nod, a smile naturally drawn over my face. I took a moment to appreciate the beauty standing in front of me. I could never get over her eyes which was my favourite. She smiles, causing my heart to pick up again. It gave me butterflies as usual.
"Chaeng! Lisa!" Jisoo bellowed. Chaeyoung and I parted but still linked our arms. That's normal.
Jennie still looked pissed and I still didn't understand why so I just decide to ignore it.
After a round of practice, we got ice cream. Jennie took the seat beside me and Chaeng beside Jisoo.
"Jennie I thought you loved milk ice cream? Why'd you get the same flavour as Lisa today though?" Jisoo asked, raising one of her brows.
"Because couples do that," Jennie responded, looking over at me. I gave an awkward smile to Chaeyoung and tried playing along with Jennie.
It somehow became harder to me. It isn't just because I'm in a relationship with Chaeng.
It's because a partner should be faithful. A partner shouldn't be someone who hurts the other party, instead, she should be someone who stays by your side no matter what happens and protect you from being hurt rather than hurting you. A partner should be someone you lay your trust on, trusting that she'd be behind you to support you. A partner should be someone who'd love you no matter what happens to you and that partner should have eyes only for you.
I'd want to be that partner that fulfills all that.
The commitment I made was making me feel uncomfortable with Jennie. How we had to get touchy made me feel wrong. I wanted to tell Jennie about how I felt, but at the same time, I was afraid of the reactions I'm gonna get.
I don't know how to respond to this situation.
Jennie
I could sense the satisfaction Jisoo had felt before.Sweeeet revenge.
I threw my arms around Lisa's neck, hugging her. Usually, she'd do the same, but this time round, she pulled away, flashing Chaeyoung an awkward smile.
She looked over at me, giving me an apologetic look. I knew she had an explanation behind it, just that she didn't want to say it in front of the rest. I pulled away too, going back to eating the chocolate flavoured ice cream which I hated most.
"Excuse me... while I use the ladies," Jisoo suddenly said. "Chaeng, come with me," she continued, making Chaeyoung stop eating her mango flavoured ice cream. She followed Jisoo, holding onto her hand as they made their way. The burning jealousy I felt in me was back again.
How she used to ask me to follow her everywhere she went was just long gone. Everything is Chaeyoung now. Nobody else.
How great. This is totally revenge gone wrong.
Jisoo
I'm confused. I'm so so so confused.First, she told me all that and the three of us came to a conclusion of her confessing.
Second, after she confessed, she just goes back to what she does.
Third, I think she needs the doctor.
What the hell is wrong with her man? I mean I get that I'm stupid and all but couldn't she just give me a while to understand the whole situation before she moves on to do her thing?
Fuck. Just fuck it.
"Jisoo unnie," Chaeyoung called out, poking me slightly. "You okay?"
"I don't know... She's so difficult to read..." I murmured, running my hand through my hair.
"You don't need to read her... she's not a book," she laughed. "Just try understanding her, talk to her."
"It's not like I don't talk to her every night..." I responded. Chaeyoung remained silent as she waited for me to wash my hands.
"Maybe yo-"
"How I wished I understood her how Lisa could," I interrupted. Chaeyoung's expression changed. The air in the room turned cold. I left the washroom and she followed. When we neared the table, Lisa perked her head up and flashed a grin at me. I sighed before forcing my muscles into a smile.
If Jennie knew me well enough, she'd know that I forced that.
Seems like she doesn't.
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A/N: Sorry for the late update😓 my eye hurts really badly now and when i stare at the screen for awhile, it feels really dry and painful so yeah... sorry for the delay! i have a stupid eye lmao 😂i hope you guys will enjoy! love you guys to the moon and back❤️ don't worry, i'll update soon lovelies💜💙
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Last love ☆ Jensoo + Chaelisa
Fanfiction"You're my first, and shall also be my last," -Jennie Kim "How do you make me fall back in love with you over and over?" -Park Chaeyoung