Last love ☆ Jensoo + Chaelisa

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^^ possessive much???
Chaeyoung
The shock, confusion and sadness in her eyes pained me. I made sure I didn't give anything away because Lisa knew me too well. So well that she'll know that this was all him.

She cupped my face again, and her eyes turned really really sad.

"Do you know what you're saying, Rosie? You're kidding right?" she asked, her firmness in me lying was so strong, it made me cry harder. I know I will regret it. I know so well I will.

I moved away from her hands and looked somewhere else, "I want this Lisa. Please, it's the best for me." The selfishness in my tone, argh.

"So you just want this for yourself? What about me? Do you ever consider how I feel?" she asked, her tone a little harsher. "Or is it because I never ever mattered to you?"

My heart burned. How is it that Lisa never noticed how much she mattered to me? I stood up and I turned towards her.

"If that's what you think then go ahead!" I snapped.

Lisa's eyes showed wild fire as she stood up too, "That's the idea you're giving me because of how you are treating me now! You think you'll be okay even after I leave you? Think again Chaeyoung."

My heart swell at how true her words were. It was true that I can't live without her.

"My mind is clear and I know very clearly that I'll do okay without you. I've lived without you and I am very much confident that I'll do fine without you."

She nods, her fists balling up. "You said this yourself Park Chaeyoung."

Lisa walks towards the door, about to leave but she stopped, then faced me. "You know you could've just told me you wanted to fuck because I would gladly do it with you. You didn't have to make me think that you loved me but in real fact you don't."

"I d—"

"I love you so much. I have such feelings for you and I have strings attached. I thought you felt the same. Seems like you don't," she said bitterly.

I sighed, planting an annoyed look. In real fact, I was really disheartened. My heart wrenched with such guilt, I nearly fell. "Please leave."

And she did. Without any hesitation. I asked for this myself. I am such a stupid person. I am happy. I will be happy. Happiness would lose its meaning without the balance of sadness. Lisa was just an experience. I know I can live without her undying love.

Keep lying to yourself Park Chaeyoung.

I already knew I can't. I stumbled back, my chest tightening.

"Lisa..." I mumbled. "I'm sorry..."

Jennie
Lisa stormed out of Jisoo's shared room and she hurried down the steps.

"Lisa!" I yelled. "Where are you going?"

She just slammed the door shut, leaving Jisoo and I bewildered.

Jisoo turned to her room and sighs. "It must've been the meeting. I think... he found out."

"What—"

"Just remain calm. He can't do anything to us if we wants money," Jisoo cooed, running her hand through my hair. She then placed a lingering kiss on my forehead. "I love you."

I nod silently, wrapping my arms around her neck and laid on her shoulder. "You smell nice."

"I know," she replies with a sweet smile.

I playfully hit her chest and laughed quietly. She did to.

After our laughter died down, she looked at the shut door to her room again. "I'll go check on Chae."

I nodded and she got off the couch.

Lisa
She just ended everything between us. Just for herself. Does she not consider how I ever feel?

I strolled through the streets of Hongdae, spacing off every now and then.

It's frustrating how one can cloud up another one's thoughts. All that was in my mind was Chaeyoung.

I don't blame her, I won't ever blame her. I understand how she feels. She's pressured.

"Lisa! Lisa!" someone called out. I turned towards the direction the voice came from and I saw two girls squealing.

I smiled, "Annyeong." I waved.

"Ahhhh she's so cute," one of them muttered. I just smiled more.

"Thank you. You're the cutest," I said, winking at both of them.

Both of them screamed and I laughed. "I've gotta go. It was a pleasure meeting you two."

I turned to leave, a smile on my face.

"Now I see why Chaeyoung is soooo attracted to Lisa!" one of them exclaimed.

My smile dropped. Even the fans found it obvious, that just means it's really transparent.

Yang Hyun Suk, he is smart. He sees things differently.

"Please, it's the best for me."

Chaeyoung isn't this selfish. I know that she cares for me. It's impossible to look at someone with that loving look if you don't care. It doesn't work that way.

It's not possible to feel so loved if she faked it. I know so clearly she loves me. Why did I agree? Now I've pained her and she won't trust me again. She'd think that I'm someone who breaks her promises.

It's all my fault. I brisk walked back home.

"She locked herself in her room. Can't get her out," I heard the muffled murmurs from upstairs. I ran up the steps and saw Jennie in Jisoo's arms. "You're back."

My eyes darted across the room and my vision stopped at Jisoo's room. The door was shut tight. I breathe sharply, my breath hitching before I exhaled.

"S-she's okay right?" I breathed, silently hoping the answer was yes.

Jisoo shrugged, "The door was locked. Why don't you check on her?"

"Chaeyoung w-won't want to see me now," I pushed out.

Jennie purses her lips, "You're sleeping here tonight. Jisoo is sleeping with me." Jennie then smiles.

I nod. Tonight's gonna be a hard night.

hello my lovely readers! finally, a one week break for me to feed y'all with my horrible writings HAHAHAH❤️ i think i might be in love oh shit👀👀