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19⚫️Scars are Beautiful

Hey, this chapter contains, cutting thighs and suicide. Be safe and I love you!

Alice's POV

I sat in the shower, the water on with a knife in my hand. I gently place it on my skin, and slit my thigh. . I shouldn't of came back. I thought bitterly.I should've let them turn off my life support.

One, for the pain I've caused.

Two, not pretty at all.

Three, no one loves me, not anymore.

Four, Samuel hates me, and everyone else does too.

I cried as the pain was unbearable. I got out of the shower, knife shaking in my hand and I dried myself. I put my clothes on again, looking at myself in the mirror. My mascara was running down my cheeks. I looked horrible, just like every other day. I pulled out a razor, looking down at my blue veins on the surface of my skin. I started to put the razor down on my wrist.

"Alice?! Are you alright in there? You've been in there for an hour!"

 "Alice?! Are you okay?

Mark's POV

"ARGH!" Alice yelled in the bathroom. "Alice?!Are you okay?" I asked." I'm fine, go away. She sobbed. "You don't sound fine, Alice..." I said softly. "No, I'm--AH!" 

I heard something metallic clatter on the tiles. My heart started pounding. I turned the doorknob, but it wouldn't budge. I grit my teeth, as I heard Alice rushing and struggling, then I hit my shoulder against the door, trying to break open the lock.

"Stop! Don't come in!" She sobbed, but my protective instincts were kicking in. I broke through the door on the fifth hit, and I stumbled into the bathroom seeing Alice in the corner clutching her hand tightly with a towel. A trail of blood drops following her to the corner.

"Alice, where is it?" I asked sternly. She shook her head, clutching her hand tightly. I looked around the room seeing the razor near the toilet. I tossed it out of the room, and approached her carefully. "Alice, were here for you. Come over here, we can get someone to help you." I said quietly. She squeezed her eyes closed and shook her head, crying.

 "No,no,NO! JUST LET ME DIE!" She yelled, tears streaming down her face. "SAMUEL SAID THE WORLD WOULD BE BETTER WITHOUT ME! I'M JUST A MISTAKE IN THIS WORLD!" She screamed, she looked like she was on the end of madness."No! We are not letting that happen to you, Alice." I said sternly and launched myself over to her, pulling her into a hug. "We love you Alice, especially Ethan. You aren't a bad mistake then, you're a wonderful mistake." I said, kissing her forehead. "Mark... You can't kiss me like that... You have Amy." She weeped into my shoulder.

"I hurt," Her voice was raw and painful. "so much." "Life hurts, that's what makes us human. And life sucks sometimes." I said softly, stroking her hair. "Why can't I be a fluffy magical unicorn?" She asked, her voice breaking. I chuckled, tears forming in my eyes as I saw the blood getting worse.

"Where did you cut, Alice?" I asked. "My thighs and my-my wrists." She muttered. "You startled me and... the razor slipped." She mumbled, her face flushing.

"Let me see."

She sighed and removed the towel from her wrist.I pulled away and gently toke her hand, looking at the cut she did.It wasn't deep, but it was bleeding alot. I pressed the towel back onto it, and searched for a first aid kit.

"Please don't tell," She whispered. "they can't. Ethan can't know what I did." 

"I'm sorry Alice, but this sort of thing can't happen in my house without them knowing. We need to get you help, I will never allow it. Ever." I shook my head, pulling out a bandage from out of the cupboard under the bench.

I wrapped her hand, and asked for her to show me her thighs. Her left thigh had four cuts on it, I gasped and put some bandage on it as well. "Why, Alice?" I asked, picking her up bridal style. "One, for the pain I've caused. Two, not pretty at all. Three, no one loves me, not anymore. Four, Samuel hates me, and everyone else does to." She explained pointing to the four cuts on her thigh.

"We love you, Alice." I said stroking her cheek. "So much." 

I walked downstairs with her, seeing everyone's shocked faces. I forgot about the blood on her shirt. "Alice.." Ethan said before running over to her. 

Ethan's POV

"I'm going to take her for a drive." Mark said, after explaining everything. I almost killed her, I almost killed her. Again.

Nobody had moved yet, Amy, Kathryn, Tyler, Jack and Signe were still staring at the spot Alice was. I forced myself to stand, everyone's eyes shot onto me. "I almost killed her... again." I said. "Ethan, it was because of Samuel you heard Mark--" I cut Kathryn off with my hand. "I almost killed her, again!" I said a bit louder.

"Ethan, Ethan!" Signe's voice calmed me down, she sounded like Alice a bit. "It was Alice's choice, I remember being my friend being in a abusive relationship. She said that the guy wanted her to die, because of how annoying she was. She did the exact same thing that Alice did, Ethan." She explained walking over to me.

"I just want her to be safe, I want her to live. I just want her to be happy."

"Doesn't everyone?" Jack asked. "I've-I've never knew someone who did that. I feel different. I want to be there for Alice now." "We have to be there for her, I'm glad Mark found out before--" "Don't." I said coldly before walking upstairs to my room. I searched for my little photo book. 

I found it and reviewed the pictures of my childhood, when I came across a girl, who looked like Alice but.. Younger. "Alice? OH MY LANTA!" I yelled in disbelief. "No.. it can't be!" I said.

~Time Skip~

Alice's POV

I walked upstairs into Ethan's room, he was staring at something on his lap. "Alice..." He said to himself, still looking at something. "Ethan?" I asked, making him jump. "Oh my lanta, Alice look." He said shoving a photo book into my hands. "What?" I asked. "That can't be me!" I said, noticing the person looking like me. "It has to be." He said grabbing it out of my hands, and putting his hands in my hands.

"We are soulmates."

He kissed me slowly, and passionately.

"We were just kids when we fell in love, we didn't know what it was."