Okie dokie! i just walked up and down three blocks in this unbearable heat, im sweating my ass off, but my dads in the shower, so im taking the time to post! (sitting in a leather (ish) spinny chair while sweating is unconfortable - exposed skin sticks to the chair!)
Here it is!
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Camerons POV
I felt myself gaining consiousness. I heard hushed voices whispering near me.
Was it Kakashi and Sasuke? I couldn't tell. My head was spinning.
"That's not my place to tell you." I heard someone whisper.
"But don't you think you sould take responsibility for being her father, Kakashi-sensei?" That was definalty Sasuke. And he had just said that. To Kakashi. About me. He cant be! I mean, didnt my father not want me? Wasn't that the whole reason mom had made us leave?
I sat up straight and glared at him. "There is no way in frozen hell you're my father."
"Oh, Camer-" Kakashi started, but i didn't give him the time.
"You didn't want me so mom made us pack up and leave, then she brought me to that horrible place, then all that shit that happened, and now you're telling me that the asshole who cause my missery was in this village this whole time?!" I was ranting. I was so angry. All those years of hating my father just started to spill out, and i wasn't about to stop it. "Uh-uh. That does not float in my boat. I don't care if you have excuses, I'm not listening to them. You will never be any kind of father figure to me, so get that idea out of your head right now."
kakashi sat there and listened to me rant, and when i finished, he looked hurt. But then he did something i was not prepared for AT ALL. He hugged me. HUGGED ME! The damned fool! Wasn't i just yelling at him?! I'm mad at him!
Then why was I hugging him back? (And not to mention crying - me, crying! So far, this day sucks.)
"I'm so sorry about everything." Kakashi said. "It's not that I didn't want you, it's that I didn't have the time to help her raise you."
"Oh, yeah," I looked up at him and smiled. "that's even better." He laughed. "Well, I'm sorry for what I did to her and the villagers..." I whispered.
"Well, I have to get going." Kakashi shoved Sasuke in my direction, and he stumbled to regain his balance. "Sasuke, Naruto, and Sakura will spend the night with you, just in case you get any more unwelcomed guests." Kakashi said, refering to my earlier encounter "Don't worry, Sasuke is very good." (At what, may i ask? Oh god, perverted thoughts!) And with that, Kakashi left, leaving me and Sasuke alone in my apartment room.
Sasuke and I stood there awkwardly, and hopefully he wasn't (but most likely he was) having the same perverted thoughts as I was.
"I'll get you some, uh... blankets and pillows." I said, then hurried to add "So you can sleep on the couch!"
"Oh, uh, yeah, thanks." Sasuke said, akwardly standing in the center of my room. I went over to my closet and got out a blanklet and some pillows. I handed them to him and sat indian style on my bed, watching him lay down. The bed and couch were right next to each other, so if we looked at each other, we could see the whites of their eyes. God, i used to love my room, but thats because it's for ONE PERSON, and now there's not just ONE PERSON in there.
I layed down on my side, facing the wall. I didn't want to make this any more awkward then it had to be, so I was facing away from him.
Oh God. Awkard silence (a gay child was just born) This is so not how I plan to get any beauty sleep.
"So..." Sasuke broke the silence (No more gay children are being born) "What did happen to those villagers?" He asked nervously. I heard Naruto and Sakura standing outside my door, probably not wanting to barge in and ruin me and Sasukes conversation. (They wanted to know, too, that's why. gar har.)
I have no place telling him (or them if you prefer) anything! That was my own personal buiosness! It was something personal! I was NOT going to tell them! I wouldn't!
Then why did I find myself telling them everything?
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i hope this answered a few of your questions,Kotohime, Cuz i know it left a few more in their place!
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Tess <3
