here we GOOOOOOOOOO! (I just watched peter pan) You can fly, You can fly, You can fly, You can fly, You can fly!!!! Off to Neverland!
Here it is =]
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Prevoiusly, on Naruto.... (Haha i was watching avatar, too...the anime with Ang and Momo, that is.)
"So..." Sasuke broke the silence (No more gay children are being born) "What did happen to those villagers?" He asked nervously. I heard Naruto and Sakura standing outside my door, probably not wanting to barge in and ruin me and Sasukes conversation. (They wanted to know, too, that's why. gar har.)
I have no place telling him (or them if you prefer) anything! That was my own personal buisness! It was something personal! I was NOT going to tell them! I wouldn't!
Then why did I find myself telling them everything?
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"Do you know about the tailed beasts?" I asked, sitting up and turning to face him. He nodded. I took a deep breath. Telling someone the truth was probably one of the hardest missions someone could throw at me - blood and gore I could handle, but remembering was something that I never did. "Well, when I was three-and-a-half, the nine elders in my village started to say things like 'It's about time the world was told that we're here!' and 'We'll show them our true power!'. So they, and a younger man named Raiyo, Held this...ritual...thing, and chaneled all this dark chakra and feelings of anger and hate, and locked it inside of one of the children i the village. It was in the shape of a bear on a fours, kinda like an anerexic bear with no fur, really. It's Black as night with glowing red eyes." I took a deep breath. It knew I was taking about it.
"And?" Sasuke prompted, sitting up and starting at me intently.
I sighed inwardly. "The child they sealed it inside of was me." He looked taken aback, but didnt run. Not like all the others. "When they figured out that a little girl couldn't hold in all that power, and that I was a growing threat to them, they tried to kill me." I looked down at my wrists, remembering the blades in friends hands sliding across them, breaking open the skin and sending scarlet red blood oozing out for a split second before the 10 tailed's chakra healed it. I was invincable, to my dismay. "When they realized I couldn't be easily killed, they locked me away in this empty room, far below the surface of the earth, it had no windows, one door, few visitors, only me. One of the 10 men would come down every day, giving me food, water, any spechial news, tell me what day it was, when my birthday was..." I had stopped celebrating. To me and the villagers, my brith was not something worth celebrating. I shuddered. "Then, one man... Raiyo...on my 5th brithday...he told me some ugly things."
"What did he say?" Sasuke asked, looking like he may really care. As if that were possible. As if someone could really care about a monster like me.
"he called me a monster, a treat to all the lives of the villagers, said that they'd sooner see me dead than walking in the sunlight..." I took a deep breath, really wanting to stop myself from saying the rest of what happened that day, but it all spilled out against my better jugdement. "He said that mother was sorry...that she was sorry she ever had me...I just got...so mad at him, It- I...I never wanted...I didn't mean for..." I felt myself whispering.
I had wanted to kill him and every damn villager in that god forsaken place so badly. The 10=tailed told me that he could help me get my revenge, and I let him. I had unleased hell on those people. I had shown four tails, but that was all my tiny body could handle. "After I had stopped my rampage, me and Raiyo - the man who had made me go beserk - were the only onmes left alive."
I looked down at my hands, palms up. "May hands were covered in the blood of my villagers...friends...mothers..." I felt tears silently carve a path in my face. "I sickened...I sickened myself...because i was j-just...so happy...!" I was crying even harder. "I was so happy that they had suffered...just like...I...had...!" My body shook with the sobs that i couldn't hold back.
"I sick...I sicken myself! I...I awnted them to die...so badly...My own mother...!" I took a deep breath and whipped away the tears left to stain my face. "I remember...After I had laughed at their dead bodies...I remember realizing what I...what I had just done...and i started to cry and just didn't stop..." I had cried so hard. My heart shattered into a million, maybe more, pieces, and my body ached. It felt like the insides of my body had fallen apart and were dumped onto the floor through a hole in my chest. Even now, I felt no emotions. Just pain and suffering.
Sasuke stared at me wide eyed.
"That's when Kitsuri-sensei and a few other leaf ninja came. they took me back with them...the Third was so kind to me...But i had already distanced myself from others. I realinzed my goal in life that day." I still lived by that goal. It's what drove me to live through every day of my pathetic life. "I have to become storong so I can hunt down Raiyo and kill him. Then toorture mtself to death to make up for all the lives i took on that day."
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Hope you liked it! More will be up soon! =]
Tess <3
