two sides

24 » Confessions

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"Goddammit Harry! I fucking love you! Can't you bloody hell see that?!" I growled and saw his face change from anger to confused to shock in a matter of seconds.

Fuck! This can't be good!

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Zayn

There was an awkward silence around us, as Harry stared at me blankly.

"Uh aren't you going to say something?" I mumbled, not able to look at him in his eyes. I was too scared to do so.

"You...you mean it?" Harry mumbled.

"Mean what?" I peered at him through my lashes.

"You know what I am talking about Zayn" Harry rolled his eyes, before looking at me with a serious expression "Do you really love me?"

"Of fucking course I do! I just told you that" I bit my lip, finally finding the courage to look up at him.

"Well, that's good" Harry smiled shyly.

"It...is?" I cocked my head to the side.

"Yeah" Harry blushed, looking down and then looked at me dead in the eyes "I love you too"

For a moment, I just stared at him in shock. Then, as I registered that he actually said that and that it wasn't a dream, my face broke out into a huge, happy grin.

"You do?" I asked.

"Yes" Harry replied.

"You do!" I laughed, taking him in my arms and spinning around the dorm.

Harry laughed loudly and clutched my biceps, holding himself in place.

"Stop!" Harry giggled "I am feeling dizzy!"

I stopped spinning, though I was still laughing. We both were.

"You are beautiful" I mumbled, resting my forehead against his.

I heard Harry's breath hitch.

"Yeah?" Harry muttered, squeezing my biceps ever so slightly.

"Yeah" I leant in a bit "The most beautiful person I've ever seen"

Harry blushed a bit and smiled.

"Thanks" Harry whispered.

"Can I kiss you?" I ask, tucking one of Harry's loose curls behind his ear.

"You don't have to ask" Harry mumbled and I didn't stop. I leant down and pressed my lips against his soft ones, gently. Harry closed his eyes and his arms encircled against my neck while I wrapped my arms around his waist, holding him close.

Harry gently moved his lips against mine and I did the same, tilting my head and deepening the kiss. I pulled his lower lip between my teeth, tugging and sucking. Harry moaned softly and I'd be lying if I said that it didn't turn me on.

I nudged his lips, asking access and he opened his mouth. Our tongues met and slided against each other. Harry whimpered as I squeezed his ass in my hands.

We both parted, looking at each other, flustered.

"That was amazing" I sighed happily.

"Believe me, I know I am a good kisser" Harry sassed but started chuckling at the end.

"Yeah?" I asked picking him up and spinning around again. Harry squealed loudly.

"Stop it!" Harry laughed.

I twirled a few more times before stopping and placing Harry down on his feet again.

"Woah! Easy there babe!" I chuckled as Harry collapsed in my arms.

"It's your fault. You twirled me so many times that I got dizzy" Harry said, tracing patterns on my chest.

I smiled softly. How did I get so lucky to have such a beautiful human in my arms?

"Be my boyfriend?" I asked.

"Do you even have to ask?" Harry chuckled "I'd love to be your boyfriend"

I smiled and pressed my lips against his again, to which, he eagerly responded.

"I love you, Zayn" Harry whispered against my lips "I love you so much"

I could feel a smile forming on my face.

"I love you so much too, Haz"