Band aids don't fix bullet holes (Rachel

19- Meeting Dani...again

Alaska pov

Cheer up Ali I'm always going to be here

Dan, is that you?

Yes who else would it be?

True, true. I miss you being here. I miss your hugs and your perfect smile and laugh whenever I'd say something stupid,

I miss you more, you saved me, gave me a reason to stay alive.

But if I saved you, then why aren't you with me?

You made me stay alive a little longer than what I'd planned

What do you mean?

I tried to kill myself after my dad raped me the first time

Why didn't you tell me I could've helped you and then I'd see you more instead of in my sleep

I know I should've told you but this thing stopped me

I know I get it sorry for being harsh on you I love you

I love you too Ali now look after your Mums you really scared them

Okay fine bye Dan

Bye Ali

I wake up and see Rachel staring at me

"Are you okay you were talking i your sleep?" She asked

"What I was, yeah I'm fine" I say

"Oh okay then"

"I'm sorry for scaring you and Mama J" I say

"It's fine you were hurting it's got to be hard to no longer have your best friend around" she says

I feel a pair of arms wrap around my waist. I turn my head and see Mama J holding me

"You have no reason to be sorry we will always love you no matter what, we're your parents after all." She says and kisses my cheek

Mum moves closer