time to start a new chapter in my life. as in sobrang daming nagbago na ewan na hindi ko alam. kung gusto niyong malaman go on and read. haaays anyways let's start on what i had become this 2012 of a fucking year.
i lost my best friend. wasn't really a great move to take all the blame of what you've done. is it? hays. i never even did even do anything what he said to me. as in. siniraan ko siya? it's not right. as in NOT right. or even fair for some reason. i just wanted him to be happy now. sinalo ko nalang lahat ng sinisi niya sakin for no reason.
second i'm a freakin player now. madami na kong naaakit. why am i doing this? i'm just helping out with the love style and what-so-ever. hinding hindi na ko magseseryoso sa isang tao. as in never ever. fvck anyone who interfere's with what i want. i'm possesive and it's mine and only mine.
third, i don't fucking care of what you think about me or anything. whatever the reason i don't freakin care. no one ever cares for anything. whatever i'll just stick to what i want. never the less, i am me and you have nothing to tell me about it.
Dear Best Friend,
if you might see this and read this. all i want to say is "die you mother fucker" sisihin mo na ko whatever. basta alam kong hindi ako gumawa nung sinasabi mo. more or less, you are nothing to me. so thanks for being my best GUY friend. if you really were. kasi you don't even act as a best friend for crying out loud. you ignore me for no reason. and you don't even care. so fuck off. iba na best friend ko ngayon. at hindi na ikaw. i might have missed you over the days pero now that we really drifted apart, ang masasabi ko lang sayo. "good luck" with you and your fucked up life.
xoxo, your ex friend. bitchy. ;)
P.S. i'm so happy without you. ;p
-Hotchinesza
