Love me for who iam

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"zal come in here & do these dishes now " 

"But I did them yesterday it's somebody else turn "

"Your the girl around her come do these fucking dishes "

I didn't even have the urge to go back and fourth wit her not today at least . I walked passed the living room and guess who I see ? My 24 year old stepbrother that I fucking hate to death ! My mama has been with my stepdad over 9 years in I hate living here & everyone in it . Expect for my mom , she's everything I could every ask for minus her attitude .

As I was watching the dishes I felt someone put there hands on my ass . I took a deep breath and turned around & there was my stepbrother once again making passes at me .

"Get yo hands off me kaine before I tell my mama "

"You ain't gone tell her shit if that's the case tell her how me & you fucked not even 3 months ago quit acting brand new like you not into this as much as me "

"First off I'm 16 your 24 who's she's going to be mad at second Off nigga you got me drunk asf & fucked me without my constant we-agreed  we  would leave the shit alone now get the fuvk out my face NOW"

"You know if you tell yo mama would have no where to fucking go so you gone do what tf I want you too "

Without saying anything I walked off letting the dish water out thinking to myself I need to get out of this house . Two more years zal just two more years I thought to myself as I went into my drawers to get my under garments and sleep clothes so I could take a shower . As I was walking to the bathroom I heard my phone ding but I wasent going to check it until after I get out the shower .

10 minutes later

I got out the shower & lotined up as I was letting to lil uzi vert dark queen I swear this remind me of my mama I can't wait to get her out this mf house man I swear .

"Lemme look at my phone " I said to myself as I remembered somebody texted me . When I looked at my phone it was Quan  . Quan my baby but I ain't know he ain't no good for me , it's just like I don't care if he isn't he makes me feel good . I meet Quan when I was 12 years old , it's not that long ago but still 4  years to last where I'm from is amazing everybody cheat on everybody here . Anyways soon as I was about to text back I see his picture pop up on my screen as he was calling

"Hello "

"Wyd "

"Nothing what's up tho "

"Come over my house "

"Nigga it's snowing outside wtf you mean I'm not bout to walk to yo house ion care if you do live around the corner "

"Alright I'm come get you then damn "

"Alright let me get dress "

After the conversation I hung up the phone & got dressed in some regular nike sweatpants with one of Quan all white tees then I threw on some boots .

As I was waiting for Quan to pull up I was just thinking about our history it's crazy . When I was 12 Quan was 15 yes 15 ! I lied about my age just because I liked his company ...we were friends before anything tho I know y'all probably thinking she fast or she a hoe that's not case tho ! I just wanted a friend and he understand me to the max that's why I love him . I was brought out of thought when i heard Quan hunk the horn . As I was leaving out the door slipping my coat on Kaine grabbed me by my ponytail back into the house .

"Wtf you think you going "

"if you don't let my fucking hair go " I yelled

"Wtf is you doing bro " I heard from behind me that voice to fucking familAr now he bout to tell Quan what tf been going on omg .

"Nothing Quan you ain't got shit to do with this bro " kaine said ... "bro " ? hold up how tf they know eachother ?

"This my girl I got everything to do it get yo hands off her for I beat yo ass period "

"Oh my bad this just my lil sister I'm just trying look out I'm very over protective " he said eyeing my body down

"Come on zal for I beat this nigga ass "

I quickly ran out the door behind Quan & sat in his car with him so happy kaine ain't say shit I got relaxed & sat my phone on the arm wrist . Until I heard a bing alerting me I got a text already irritated I didn't even borther to look at it

"Hope you tell Quan we be Fucking while he think you just oh so sweet Bitch " Quan read aloud

I turned to look at him seeing he was clutching my phone in his hand tight

"I can explain "  I said